Shield - Poems
Hello, dear Friends.
It's hard to have good internet connection around here these days like it was before. Please forgive me if I can't visit you as soon and as often as I want to. I miss you all!
I still writing though, even not as much as before. It is hard to not to. Sometimes, if I refused to put my thought into paper, it haunted me to bed and gave me restless sleep. Did anyone ever feel like this?
I wrote these pieces to be added inside the book which I'm trying to write right at this moment (while I have no time to write a book. Hhhhh...). This book telling story about a girl whose despised everything about love and emotional attachment but deep down inside she just desperately afraid to be in love and get hurt. These are the pieces she added inside her self report. And that's why I called this hub as "Shield". Since the poems actually a shield of her true feeling. A lies. A depand mechanism. A denial.
Well, nothing I love more than to know you enjoy these.
Thank you for reading and please forgive me for very long reply later. I don't want to be late in giving reply but between bad internet connection and life, I am helpless to do differently. I'm so sorry.
Freya Cesare
Forbidden Love
“I am yours, and you are mine.
I am you, and we are one.”
They cried
While I pried
Amused
I started to laugh
Gone all logic they used to love
Vaporized all anger they once adore
Don’t ever tell me I never gave you any warn
Since love was not the only thing I told you to wants
“I am yours, and you are mine.
You are me, and will always be.”
Enjoy, my friends
Please don’t give yourselves any shames
This choice of yours
Will never become ours
Don’t ever come to me and cry
I don’t have enough shoulders or sanity to even try
Since you and she will only
Relieving another painful history
Result of Infatuation
To bow down under the spell of infatuation love without logic
it's like surrender under childish relic
will doom one to the pain
if lover's embrace failed to become one's gain
Serenity no longer
doom inside hunger
anger, a loyal company
following by envy
then series of obsessions
become the only posesion
© 2012 Freya Cesare