How do you miss someone that has never been there
How do you recognize loss when it has always been lost...
How do you mourn someone that has always been dead for you
but alive for everyone else
.....she died today...gone
so quickly so fast.
Will I miss her ? I don't know... I always have...
Will I cry for her ? I always have...
Did I love her ?...I always did.
She was always a memory for me.. before.
I never had time for her now... kind of when she never had
time for me.
I don't know how to mourn for her now that I will never see her again
I have always yearned for her... I guess that yearning will
still be there.
I guess I will always miss my mom.