ArtsAutosBooksBusinessEducationEntertainmentFamilyFashionFoodGamesGenderHealthHolidaysHomeHubPagesPersonal FinancePetsPoliticsReligionSportsTechnologyTravel

Scattered Images in My Mind

Updated on April 21, 2020
Beata Stasak profile image
Beata Stasak
more

Beata works as a qualified primary school teacher, a councillor for drug and alcohol addiction and a farm caretaker for organic olive grow.

Contact Author

At first glimpse

Two yellow flowers in one
Two yellow flowers in one
Thick and sticky spring clings to water as well
Thick and sticky spring clings to water as well
Water is back in this dry country
Water is back in this dry country
Spring is back
Spring is back
Love means trying to bring the best in each other
Love means trying to bring the best in each other
Night is back again
Night is back again
Not to try to change each other
Not to try to change each other
I have a right to be me and to be loved for myself
I have a right to be me and to be loved for myself
The problem with the past is that it is just that-the past
The problem with the past is that it is just that-the past
It does not relate to the reality of the present. Move on
It does not relate to the reality of the present. Move on
Friendship means to take on the friend's hat and wear it with a pride
Friendship means to take on the friend's hat and wear it with a pride
And return it willingly when time comes to enter the unkown water leaving all the worldly possesion behind
And return it willingly when time comes to enter the unkown water leaving all the worldly possesion behind
Love means to let go and not to be afraid exploring alone - entering your dark tunnel
Love means to let go and not to be afraid exploring alone - entering your dark tunnel
Leaving all of your passion for others to share. You manage to overcome many obstacles with vehemence
Leaving all of your passion for others to share. You manage to overcome many obstacles with vehemence
Your inner strength will surprise you. Finally you reach your lonely tower. The ultimate goal of your destination where no one and nothing can follow you
Your inner strength will surprise you. Finally you reach your lonely tower. The ultimate goal of your destination where no one and nothing can follow you
Spring ended, summer passed and autumn waits for a winter to come. You don't wait, you have already left. People who don't let you go, make a symbol in your memory, your only mark...
Spring ended, summer passed and autumn waits for a winter to come. You don't wait, you have already left. People who don't let you go, make a symbol in your memory, your only mark...

FOLLOW ME...


Forget
Winter's grey skies,
biting winds and heavy rains.
Spring descends.
It brings its warmth and colour
hiding the red and rusting rocks
as a sea of yellow flowers
envelopes the landscape
and us

Thick and sticky
the pollen clings to you
just like me
it is all too hard to resist...
Laying down
amongst it all
The gentle warmth
of your breath...
a cloudless sky
Only the sound of birds
and YOU on my skin

The perfect spring day
until the night comes
again...
The night
takes us back
to the heart of human darkness

The hypnotic, gripping and disturbing
world of the TV news
while we eat take aways
getting ready for work
and recreate in our dreams
The memories of our perfect spring day
are gone...

LET'S RECLAIM OUR PERFECT SPRING DAY ...
Let's start the journey back again...
Let's wake up the inner child
within me...
be out in the wind,
feeling the crushing waves
on my face

Swimming in the ocean
Sitting in the sun
I am who I am
A girl or a woman
or a dying star...

I live in the past
but as I look at my son
and I know it is time
to leave beauty,
with sorrow
To leave everything behind...
Let's move on
Let's prepare for a journey
into the unknown

When my time draws to a close,
what will be?
What will I regret leaving most?

LET'S MOVE ON
Let's move on
Let's prepare for a journey
into the unknown
When my time draws
to a close,
what will be?
What will I regret leaving most?

Love, relationship with my man
Spiritual connections
with my friends?
Does everything end up
out in the wind,
under the stars,
on the face on the moon?

Everything ends up
My life,
my ups and downs
All my frustration
My exhilaration
All my emotions
I need so much
to report about

I am after all
a reporter of the human condition,
in all its variations
Adding words to art
in the space of a sentence,
I describe my loves
I describe my life.

working

This website uses cookies

As a user in the EEA, your approval is needed on a few things. To provide a better website experience, hubpages.com uses cookies (and other similar technologies) and may collect, process, and share personal data. Please choose which areas of our service you consent to our doing so.

 Necessary
 Features
 Marketing
 Statistics

For more information on managing or withdrawing consents and how we handle data, visit our Privacy Policy at: https://corp.maven.io/privacy-policy

Show Details
Necessary
HubPages Device IDThis is used to identify particular browsers or devices when the access the service, and is used for security reasons.
LoginThis is necessary to sign in to the HubPages Service.
Google RecaptchaThis is used to prevent bots and spam. (Privacy Policy)
AkismetThis is used to detect comment spam. (Privacy Policy)
HubPages Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide data on traffic to our website, all personally identifyable data is anonymized. (Privacy Policy)
HubPages Traffic PixelThis is used to collect data on traffic to articles and other pages on our site. Unless you are signed in to a HubPages account, all personally identifiable information is anonymized.
Amazon Web ServicesThis is a cloud services platform that we used to host our service. (Privacy Policy)
CloudflareThis is a cloud CDN service that we use to efficiently deliver files required for our service to operate such as javascript, cascading style sheets, images, and videos. (Privacy Policy)
Google Hosted LibrariesJavascript software libraries such as jQuery are loaded at endpoints on the googleapis.com or gstatic.com domains, for performance and efficiency reasons. (Privacy Policy)
Features
Google Custom SearchThis is feature allows you to search the site. (Privacy Policy)
Google MapsSome articles have Google Maps embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
Google ChartsThis is used to display charts and graphs on articles and the author center. (Privacy Policy)
Google AdSense Host APIThis service allows you to sign up for or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so that you can earn money from ads on your articles. No data is shared unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
Google YouTubeSome articles have YouTube videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
VimeoSome articles have Vimeo videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
PaypalThis is used for a registered author who enrolls in the HubPages Earnings program and requests to be paid via PayPal. No data is shared with Paypal unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
Facebook LoginYou can use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in to your Hubpages account. No data is shared with Facebook unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
MavenThis supports the Maven widget and search functionality. (Privacy Policy)
Marketing
Google AdSenseThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Google DoubleClickGoogle provides ad serving technology and runs an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Index ExchangeThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
SovrnThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Facebook AdsThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Amazon Unified Ad MarketplaceThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
AppNexusThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
OpenxThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Rubicon ProjectThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
TripleLiftThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
Say MediaWe partner with Say Media to deliver ad campaigns on our sites. (Privacy Policy)
Remarketing PixelsWe may use remarketing pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to advertise the HubPages Service to people that have visited our sites.
Conversion Tracking PixelsWe may use conversion tracking pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to identify when an advertisement has successfully resulted in the desired action, such as signing up for the HubPages Service or publishing an article on the HubPages Service.
Statistics
Author Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide traffic data and reports to the authors of articles on the HubPages Service. (Privacy Policy)
ComscoreComScore is a media measurement and analytics company providing marketing data and analytics to enterprises, media and advertising agencies, and publishers. Non-consent will result in ComScore only processing obfuscated personal data. (Privacy Policy)
Amazon Tracking PixelSome articles display amazon products as part of the Amazon Affiliate program, this pixel provides traffic statistics for those products (Privacy Policy)
ClickscoThis is a data management platform studying reader behavior (Privacy Policy)