I can never thank my stars enough for landing me up with such an amazing guy. It so happened that recently we decided to catch up a Bollywood movie and in no less than 15 mins, we were sitting there watching an item song being played on screen which had the audience grooving along. The lead actress was performing moves which even without her skimpy clothes and heavy make up would've set the screen on fire. Honestly I've nothing against item songs or skin shows except for the fact that the guy sitting next to me was the person I so en-dearly loved and the fact that I was jealous and scared of the dancer casting a spell on my guy just like the way other male audience were enthralled by her. But as I stole a glance at him I felt utterly stupid for thinking the way I did. For his eyes weren't following the moves being performed onscreen. Nor was he spell bound by her attire. His eyes were on me instead & his hands were holding mine firmly. His eyes seemed to tell me that I was the centre of his universe and nothing could ever change that. At that moment I realized just how baseless my insecurities were.
Though Some of you may argue that he was doing it just for the sake of impressing me. Maybe he was, maybe not! Whatever the case maybe, it's good to know he isn't one of those stereotypical guys who keep gawking at other females in the presence of their girls making them feel out of place. His simple gesture not only filled me with love and assurance but also made me realise that he respects me as well. By his simple gesture he banished all the insecurities and baseless doubts forever from my narrow mind. For I know now, His love is completely and solely mine for the rest of time and nothing can ever change that!!
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