Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder is it just me

or does this happen to mostly everybody

well actually women in particularly

He says that he loves me but I feel like they are just words

which his actions don't show at all well not anymore

it's like out of the blue he wants to engage in sexual activities

because he is all hot and bothered but I wonder why or how

if I just got home or I could be home all day wearing make up and

sexy clothes even thigh high stockings and not even a glimpse

oh but let there be another female around that doesn't even look as

pretty as me and he will find any little excuse to catch a look at her

and he will say later to me that she was so ugly as ugly can be.

I hate that I feel this way I even go out of my way to get his attention

but that doesn't matter because he is not interested

in a way I would like him to be.

Sometimes I wonder is it me or is it him

but then I remember other relationships and the woman was pretty as can be even

a beautiful personality indeed but her man still cheated and made her feel so empty

so I sometimes wonder is it because some men or even some people just need a variety

and is it impossible for them to feel content with the same person

that they say they love for eternity?