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Sometimes I wonder
My Mind Can be Playing Tricks On Me
Sometimes I wonder is it just me
or does this happen to mostly everybody
well actually women in particularly
He says that he loves me but I feel like they are just words
which his actions don't show at all well not anymore
it's like out of the blue he wants to engage in sexual activities
because he is all hot and bothered but I wonder why or how
if I just got home or I could be home all day wearing make up and
sexy clothes even thigh high stockings and not even a glimpse
oh but let there be another female around that doesn't even look as
pretty as me and he will find any little excuse to catch a look at her
and he will say later to me that she was so ugly as ugly can be.
I hate that I feel this way I even go out of my way to get his attention
but that doesn't matter because he is not interested
in a way I would like him to be.
Sometimes I wonder is it me or is it him
but then I remember other relationships and the woman was pretty as can be even
a beautiful personality indeed but her man still cheated and made her feel so empty
so I sometimes wonder is it because some men or even some people just need a variety
and is it impossible for them to feel content with the same person
that they say they love for eternity?