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The Falling : A Poem

Updated on July 7, 2017

I’m getting angry; I even don’t understand

I’m getting angry but do not have will to shout it out loud or pick the side to stand

Seeing him; look so lost, sick and weak, like victim of abusing life

My love to him causing me becoming angry more; want to go far away from his side


I know she is not a perfect wife

But she was always followed his words

Almost all of her life only wished him to hold

Being love, that every wife ever want to told


I warned him once to behaved on his acts and became more warm

I hate the way he always belittle my mom

I asked him to be nicer and always calm

But somehow I only dive in the disguising swamp


These words I said caused me got his cursed

He wished I will always be alone

I know he said that under his vengeance

But can you think about something lamer to shoot? Just pushed!


All of our life he always act like he is top

Never made mistake, maybe he think he is a God

I hate him but somehow I adored him

Like all stupid kid, only want him to love me back but I never got


Now for him life is falling apart

The dignity he so proud of gone away only in one night

Respect and honor only part of yesterday

And all he want now just to hide away


Is it wrong if I feel that he deserves to feel all that pain?



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  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    It is indeed heavy, Micky, and still in the run right now. :(

  • Micky Dee profile image

    Micky Dee 

    8 years ago

    Heavy thoughts Freya! Hard but well done!

  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Thank you, Joy. I still need so much to learn in writing poetry.

  • Joy56 profile image

    Joy56 

    8 years ago

    this is deep i likes the way you write.

  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Thank you for your thoughtful comment, Pras. Thank you, my friend. Peace for you too.

  • prasetio30 profile image

    prasetio30 

    8 years ago from malang-indonesia

    I can't say anything my friend. I know your feeling. I felt guilty if I made a mistake to comment this beautiful poems. But I hope the best for you and your family. All the thorns will disappear soon, if we were able to survive. Thank you very much. Peace :)

    Prasetio

  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Akircner: Thank you. It seem very usual in happen inside family today, right? :(

    Mentalist Acer: Very true. And it can caused too many psychological problem too. Thank you for reading this, Mentalist Acer.

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    Mentalist acer 

    8 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

    There's nothing worse than the unreturned love of a daughter for her father...

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    Audrey Kirchner 

    8 years ago from Washington

    Very moving - it reminds me of how I feel about my stepfather.

  • Freya Cesare profile imageAUTHOR

    Freya Cesare 

    8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Thank you. :)

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    clickmarbin 

    8 years ago from philippines

    nicely created

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