Taking back a Disregarded Epiphany

I'm the disregarded poet 
A shepherd of woolless sheep 
My words don't rhyme 
Or fall in line, 
They punch holes through 
The barricades of society 

I often awake at night  
I don't know if I'm alive or dead 
Fighting off the sudden urge 
To set my mattress a flame 
You can't think of a word 
That surpasses desire 
Bound my girl to my wrists, 
don't speak of a thing 
That you might have missed. 

I've forgotten all of you already, 
Me and my queen will get higher 
Point us to the cosmos 
And set this hideous earth on fire

A quiver
Of lucid dream arrows
Fire at will
Just take me with you

Tossing
Turning
Help me surrender

Gently 
Madly
Float me
To your private cloud

Gradually 
Rapidly
Scream
Like a Wild Cat

Lucidly
Dream of me
Dreaming of you
The maddest things
With a smile so heavy

Awake with me
Under the night sky
Lets share a bowl of noodles
And paint each other 
Into the surroundings