The Longest Goodbye My Childhood Love
I have been in love with you since as a Child
The Years had come and gone and still, my love for you lingered
Years went by and still, that love was always there in back
My mind forced me to live a normal life
I moved with purpose through
But still my thoughts of you
Years went by and still love lingered
I thought of you often and wondered
Every face I saw with similarities gave me pause to think
Who had you grown up to be
I once traveled the road of past memories prior to Wife
Prior to Wife and Mother and thought of you
I loved without reason not knowing why
Then again I saw you and the feelings came stronger
Why?
The unfairness of Life sighs of regret now fills my thoughts
Regrets for feelings not shared
Regrets for young love not realized
Regrets that love is such a fickle heart
That left me crying a broken mass of what was real
I love with unabashed abandon
Not knowing when or why love left me broken
I cried deep, painful sobs that rocked me to the core
I know not why or how that love faltered
Even now as I look back the love continues
Never have I loved as strongly nor will I again
I walk the streets we once walked together
And my mind wonders to thoughts of you
Painful memories of time lost spent in this very room I see now as a prison
I see now as a prison
I cannot breathe or look at the chair
The memories are endless
Even now my thoughts turn to you and what was and not to be.
A Catharsis, a letting go of all failed relationships.
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