The outer surface does not project the truth: so many of us live in fear.

When the outer surface does not project the truth,

so many of us live in fear.

How often have we wondered why intelligent individual

do the craziest things.

just to wear an expensive diamond ring,

or to be called by someone's  Elise's last name.

some of us get marry under false pretense,

in addition, some seldom does it for the wrong reasons

caught in relationships, season after seasons,

was it for the soul purpose of trying to fulfill a yearning?

for those that cannot be determine.

As we buried the fear deep within our souls

our intangible ways defines us,

Getting impregnated in hope that he would stay

eventually, one day he would stray.

However, it is fear that crippled most of us,

then it has becomes the lack of trust,

because we build our project on weakness,

therefore, it loosens as the year drift on by

as the elasticity of our life shows tremendously,

This necessary part of our life becomes a reality,

and once again, this yearning seizes,

now! there is nothing.

wasted years and wasted nights

our struggles to rebuild our images

unlikes a baby first steps,

we will stumbled and we would fall.

However as we fall,

we reborn into wiser individual

Is this a new beginning

for us to trained our minds from sensing the shame,

moreover, shifting the blame

as we desperately mastered our thoughts unto higher horizons,

and rid our souls from toxic elements in our life

transcending unto peaceful life,

Is this a new beginning for us ?