The waiting game
Letting go is always the hardest part in a relationship, its like swimming in the sea alone after falling out of your ship. The beast within me cannot be tamed, I admit I was afraid of self destruction and a large amount of pain. Its been a year with some changes, but I'm not sure what has really changed. You still call and text when clearly you're with another man. I'm in the same position steady wishing & hoping, to hear you say that you're done and dismissed him. How long do you wait for something like that? I'm just afraid I won't care anymore the longer this game last. My arms have been open since the day you walked away, I just jumped through a few bones to get you out my head. More or less I could go through a thousand women, but it still wouldnt amount to the one I envision. The waiting game can be dangerous, especially when our emotions get involved and they start changing us. I don't want to forget but I want to move on, we had a lot of good memory's and shared a lot of good songs. Sometimes the radio even gets me upset, because they always play our songs and it makes me reminisce.