There's an Emptiness Inside

The days are getting sadder

and life seems drearier without

you. There’s an emptiness inside

where pains and sorrows increase.

I try to remember you with laughter

and all the fun we had, but there’s

something that’s missing way down inside.

I wish you were here, so my life can once

more be happy and full of cheer.

Why did you have to leave me dear?

If we only knew that death was so near

and my life would be full of tear.

We' d lived like there was no tomorrow

and parting sorrow.

The angels beckon me from

Heaven's open door & I

can't feel like home in this

world anymore.

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Some day beyond the reach

of mortal ken I will be singing

God only knows just where &

when.

People say I’d get it over, but how can I?

When the spark of my life is gone? When

Joy seems like it’s over and everything has

lost it’s meaning?

I still don’t believe you’re gone, as

I see and think of you every day I see you

walking and making your way on the street

for exercise. I hear the door opening just as you

use to, and every morning when I’m there I hear

you making your tea.

It’s like you didn’t really left me, because the

memories of you are still so real. Nobody knows

how I feel, when I enter the yard the place is

so silent and there’s something that’s missing.

The house doesn’t feel the same anymore,

When I open the door and I know

you’re not there! When I call your name and there’s

no answer.

I walk into your room, sadness and grief

strikes my heart, when I look around I see your

glasses and there’s no eyes to wear them anymore.

I see your shoes and clothes and I wonder are you really

gone?

I remember leaving you on your bed that Monday

I left you in good spirits, you asked me to hand you

your bible so that you can read and pray. Few hours after

I received a call to say you’re not doing well. I never knew

It would be the last day I’d see you home, never knew

that your life was almost done.

I rushed home but you wasn't there, the ambulance

came and took you away and when I saw you, you

couldn't speak.

Then you were transferred to the

hospital I could see you still wanted to live, you

hung on for a few hours more. I left you there

with the hope of returning later that day.

But to my dismay the nurse said you passed away,

an angel came and you just couldn't stay……………