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Another Day
A little bit queezy
Not fully awake
I may be hungry
My mind is like an over wound wind up wrist watch
I should of stopped earlier
Now it's too late
I turned and turned until tight
I hope it works
Wow I got lucky
It still keeps ticking
Now if my old watch can make it through the day
So can I
What is so different than yesterday ?
What will make me feel better ?
Make me be smarter ?
Make me more money ?
Give me more time with the people I love ?
Well life isn't that simple
Have you read the newspaper or seen the news lately ?
Just go on the Internet and see ?
Stop !
I have to get a grip
Too much too fast is going to make any ones head swim
An old catchy phrase I hard so many times growing up
Relax
Breathe
Now what is important in my life now ?
My sanity
My safety
My good health
The rest is extra
All well and good
But if the engine doesn't look good under the hood
It doesn't matter how nice the car looks
You might as well scrap it for junk
Pennies on the dollar
Now lets see what the real problem is
The weather is cold and we have so much snow
I love snow and it is already February 11th
Once we get through this month
There will be nothing to worry about
So that is not the problem
Valentine's Day on Saturday
We both have to work
So we celebrated it early and had a wonderful dinner
Then we had some special lov'n when we got home
All good on the home front
So what is it ?
Work
It has to be work
No work is going good
The past two weeks we had snow storms
The weather was really bad
So I had to call in
Something I never do
It really bothered me
So I lost two days pay
The past few Mondays
So I had an extra pajama day
We are getting our income tax done
Money coming back
For once it's not about the money
I stopped writing for week
I missed writing
It put me on edge
Now I have wrote a hub that keeps me thinking
I am writing with a different theme in mind
I have been doing a lot of shoveling lately
So exercise is not the problem
I have been doing lots of reading
That always makes me feel good
My laptop has been acting up
Not connecting to the Internet
Today after a few attempts to clean up any problems
Everything is working fine
I went to bed early so I got eight hours sleep
I usually get five or six hours a night on average
Lately I have had some hew ideas
I will test them out and see if they fly
So that is a good thing
After working my thoughts in a few different directions
I haven't come any closer to an answer
Or maybe I have
I have unleashed my hidden thoughts and got to empty out my head
A do feel a little bit lighter
That is a sigh of relief
I am heading in the right direction
Now I am going to give my mind some time to process my thoughts
Off to do the laundry and wash up some dishes
That keeps my mind occupied
There is another snowstorm on the way
So I can go out and shovel to move the snow back farther
Making room for more
When and if it comes
Well I thought I would leave you with this
There are times in life we can't explain
There might be a lot of reasons why
We don't know unless we try
Racking our brain to figure out a solution
We may think
So many thoughts
Some good
Some not so good
We know deep down
We are a good person and in time
Better answers will come around
For now we play the waiting game
There is no shame
We take full responsibility for all our actions
So there is no one to blame
With a clear mind , healthy food and sleep
Notice I didn't say fast food
Junk food or soda
They are not only bad for you but they can give you the wrong kind of energy
Hyper energy that you can't control
So when your battery is running low
Only 12%
Time to plug on in and recharge
Turn to friends for some quick advice
If not sure seek your own answers
By asking as many questions as you want and see what new knowledge you may find
About yourself
Something you never told anyone before
Your thoughts so scrambled like eggs
Are so much better when they are sorted out
Grab a sheet of paper and write
Maybe you might write a few pages or 23 like me
You can put them aside for now or glance at them in a different light
When you feel ready
For me a strobe light works well
In the dark is my favorite
Then go on with your day
Loving the littlest things that make you smile
It is so much better than complaining and causing trouble
If you do this often enough
Your problems won't seem as big
You will have rid yourself of that unwanted and unneeded word fear
Where do we go from here ?
Your guess is as good as mine
All I can say with complete honesty
Is we made it this far
So lets help someone else out
Take our mind off what bothers us
A little kindness goes along way
It has a reverse affect
Making us feel better about ourselves
Traveling fast to our inner core
Striking it rich
Like gold
So precious and shinny
Nobody has it
But we can see it none the less
In stories that we have heard or alive in our imagination
Banks are filled with it
They say it is so beautiful it glows
It's only a guess
How the heck would I know