When Will This Phase Be Over? Poems

Failing, faulting, missing;

Or maybe I never really found anything?

Searching, finding, keeping;

Is it what I truly want and need?

Taunted by the dreams, I killed myself

Helped by their love, I never wake

When will this phase be over? I wonder

Will I live? I questioning it

I wish my head as hard as iron helmet

The only way to break it only by melt it

I wish my eyes have rainbow in its color

So it can change in flash to cover my tears

I wish my heart as big as the ocean

So it can flooded with pain but still full of love

I wish I don’t have to have a wish

So I can live in all of ease