What i wish ~ A poem to my deceased Grandma
Joyce & Sheila
I wish that you were still here granny
I wish the pain that I am enduring
wasn't so much.
I try to be normal but only God and I
knows how much the heart is aching
and breaking inside.
I wish we never had bad times, that we never
quarreled or had differences. I wish you could
come back and be at my side...You're not here
anymore, the house is empty without you and
so is my heart. My life has lost it's meaning
I wish I could see your face instead of
your picture!
Family
I wished that you did not have to suffer
the way you did , dying in agony! I wish
life was different and we had the power
to make you stay, but not even love
could have kept you on that day.
I wish I would not be lonely but it
feels so different without you, something
is missing and it's your vibrant spicy spirit.
I wish I knew you was going to die , we would
have done so many more things together.
I was so accustomed to you getting ill and
coming back home... but the last time I saw you,
I had a feeling that soon you will have to go.
I was not ready and who could be for death?
It comes to pinch life and love away from
someone you dearly love!
Granny you left me all alone!
Roses for Granny
I wish you could have talked before you died,
maybe you would have been able to tell us.
you were leaving this earth. You did try to
but I did not understand what you meant, about
when they were coming to take you up and you kept staring at the light.
I wished we had stayed at the hospital instead
of leaving you, but only God knows. I wish I wish
that you were here and that life wasn't so
unfair and unkind but what is ?
But.. I am Happy you came and called my name the day you died.
I also wished that you suffered
no more and God saw it fit to send His angels
to call you from this sinful world.
To a place so sweet ,serene and beautiful I know
you would never leave there to come back here.
I wish I was with you, but someday they will come
and call me too and all that I wished for will come through.
I will see you again someday granny
Comments
AUTHORHi Jodah its been a long time, happy to hear from you ;)
Yeah Nell :)
Thanks Jo, speak soon :)
So sad, but also so beautiful. I miss my grandmothers too.
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Hiii Audrey, thank you!
I hope you have been good while i was away :)
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Hello Nell atleast it is better than before. I have lost a lot of zeal to do several things. After my granny passed away. Writing is my passion and it was so sad to see that the desire for it left too.
By God's help i will be back in full swing :) it's the only thing that ease the worries etc. Reading wonderful stories and poems, of course after God.
Sorry i now saw your comment about 2 months ago which you sent. You can always catch me by email.
Hiya, good to see you back again! are you okay now?
Hi, Jo, not seen you here for a while, everything okay?
What a tender tribute to your love--I miss my grammie as well--they can make life wonderful!
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Hello to you Flourish yes I believe she is :) ...much thanks!
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Hi Genna good to see you it's been awhile since we last touched base. I appreciate you coming by :)
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure that your Granny is with you in spirit.
How blessed you were to have Granny in your life; she was like a mother in so many ways. And how blessed she was to have you in her life. This is a beautiful poem tribute that does love proud -- and so much more. :-)
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Hiii BlossomSB thanks for leaving such a lovely comment and yes it's true what you've said.
Have a lovely day and keep good :)
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Pstraubie thanks for your insightful comment, God bless u!
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Good morning Thanks Jackie yeah I guess so :)
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Surabhi thanks much for coming by it's good to see you. Please forgive my late response :(
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Hi Nell yeah all over the world it has gotten worst... but something about a woman being involved in serial killings and very unrepentant seems pretty creepy.
Ian Brady is still alive but he refuses to show any remorse after 49-50 yrs it's really sad. I hope he does before he dies God can forgive him but he seems to be a lost soul without a conscience.
Lovely memories of your Grandma. We would not wish them back again, still dealing with all that pain, but we still miss our loved ones who have gone Home and left us here. We need time to grieve, but it's up to us to use our own allotted time on Earth as well as we can. God bless and hugs!
So sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose someone we love no matter whether we know they may near death's door or not.
But it is part of life's cycle.
And allowing ourselves to grieve...to walk through the pain, and, yes, to even write about our pain helps us to begin to heal.
Allow yourself time to feel what you feel ...
Sending you many Angels this evening ps
Sorry Jo and I know it will not be so painful after awhile but we never stop wishing we had done more. Regrets just never leave and all we can hope for is the reunion that will end it all. It can't be too far away.
This brought tears to my eyes. I also miss my Grand-parents. Cherish her evergreen memories, my friend! Hugs.
Its got a lot worse over the past decade. Seems there are murders nearly every week on the news. Bring back the old days! lol! have a great day Jo!
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Nice to see you to Nell I saw the movie on the Moor Murders 1965 in England so I just finish doing some research on it. Very horrifying and I kept thinking of you all the time. I know that it falls under some of the stories you write to us about England. Sometimes we wonder how can people be so evil?
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Pleasant good morning Audrey dear thanks for coming by.
bless you girl, what a beautiful... tribute/plead....
Always great to see you Jo! :)
You have written a most beautiful and heart-felt tribute to your grandma.
"Death leaves a heartache no one can fill
but love leaves a memory no one can steal."
Hugs dear Jo.
Audrey
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Yeah Cris Sp I can only imagine how hard that was for you, I also grew with mines most of the time and I was there with her until her passing. This life is filled with sorrows :( can't wait till it's over!
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Hi Nell Rose thanks for coming by I think of you often :) wonder what you're up to what have you written lately etc. Soon I'd get back my reading spell.
Aww, that is wonderful and made me missed my grandma as well. I grew up with her and she's more than a mom to me. Sadly when she passed away I was living in the Middle East and couldn't fly back home to pay my last respect. It was so painful...I'm pretty sure they're resting in peace and singing along with all the angels up there.
Here's sending you some love from the sky. ~
Hi Jo, lovely memories and feelings of your wonderful Grandma, she would be so proud of you, I am sure she knows she was loved, nell
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