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When I turned my back on you....
No looking back
turning back does not always mean fading love
When I turned my back on you, please don’t think that it means
"I Love you less". It could mean so many things but not my vanishing affection for you… Just think I’m too busy, that I unintentionally ignored your presence, or maybe, I was thinking of so many things, financial matters maybe, that I didn’t hear you were still saying something…
Don’t even think that I hate you, coz in spite of everything, I still can’t hate you…Though in the past I admit, I tried…but you see, it didn’t happen.. I just can’t hate you…. because I believe in whatever you’ve told me… Maybe I’m gullible, but sometimes, it’s good to believe through what a heart can see, at least in a way I’m happy…so don’t think that I hate you coz I don’t have the capability to do so…
Don’t get hurt coz’ I didn’t really mean to hurt you.. You know it’s not easy to pretend that I didn’t see you, even to ignore your presence, when deep inside I really want to greet you and hug you… so when I turned my back on you, don’t get hurt… observe first if I’m happy without you around.
When I turned my back on you, just think it means I really love you…though it appears like I’m letting you go…it does not mean I don’t love you anymore…Don’t you know that the best test of love is "letting go"? and I’m letting you go because it’s the best thing to do..
Lastly, When I turned my back on you, just think that I don’t want to look straight in your eyes…. simply because my eyes can never deny what I really feel for you… You know I still love you… but please when I turned my back on you, don’t dare stop me or ask me why or what went wrong.. just let me go… get mad at me if you want…but please don’t make me change my goal. Just let me go or just like what I did, turn your back on me too..