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When I turned my back on you....

Updated on November 25, 2010

No looking back

turning back does not always mean fading love

 When I turned my back on you, please don’t think that it means

"I Love you less".  It could mean so many things but not my vanishing affection for you… Just think I’m too busy, that I unintentionally  ignored your presence, or maybe, I was thinking of so many things, financial matters maybe, that I didn’t hear you were still saying something…

Don’t even think that  I hate you, coz in spite of everything, I still can’t hate you…Though in the past I admit, I tried…but you see, it didn’t happen.. I just can’t hate you…. because I believe in whatever you’ve told me… Maybe I’m gullible, but sometimes, it’s good to believe through what a heart can see, at least in a way I’m happy…so don’t think that I hate you coz I don’t have the capability to do so…

Don’t get hurt coz’ I didn’t really mean to hurt you.. You know it’s not easy to pretend that I didn’t see you, even to ignore your presence, when deep inside I really want to greet you and hug you… so when I turned my back on you, don’t get hurt… observe first if I’m happy without you around.

When I turned my back on you, just think it means I really love you…though it appears like I’m letting you go…it does not mean I don’t love you anymore…Don’t you know that the best test of love is "letting go"? and I’m letting you go because it’s the best thing to do..

Lastly, When I turned my back on you, just think that I don’t want to look straight in your eyes…. simply because my eyes can never deny what I really feel for you… You know I still love you… but please when I turned my back on you, don’t dare stop me or ask me why or what went wrong.. just let me go… get mad at me if you want…but please don’t make me change my goal. Just let me go or just like what I did, turn your back on me too..


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    • Maria Cecilia profile image

      Maria Cecilia 7 years ago from Philippines

      Thanks Jen for visiting, Love is really sad when you can't express it freely..... if one person is doing it for the right thing, hope he or she won't loss her sanity and ended up pursuing with that kind of love... one should read your hub on how to maintain one's sanity hihihi

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      DjBryle 7 years ago from Somewhere in the LINES of your MIND, and HOPEFULLY at the RIPPLES of your HEART. =)

      Oh, miss Macel, you made me cry with this hub... so touching. It's true, there are times in our life when we just need to let go of people and things that we would love to keep forever... but we just can't, for so many incomprehensible reasons, that at times, we don't even want to understand... we just have to love them at a distance and just be happy that once in our life we were so blessed to be given the chance to have them... tc!