Where is thy face

My help comes from God who made Heaven and Earth,he will not allow my foot to be moved, my God does not sleep nor slumber but where is thy face o Lord?

Where were you when they invaded your people? I know that nothing happens without your consent so do you want me to believe that you willingly allowed this to happen? I am not in the position to question your authority nor think twice about you but Lord, where were you?

If God does not watch, the guards watches in vain. Of course, the guards were all asleep when they arrived and those who saw them on time fled but those sleeping had the same fate with my little child.

Father, i am weak and my sorrow has multiplied because of the evil done to me by my fellow man, my bones groan and calamity has behold me but i will continually give thee adoration and will submit my supplication so i stand before you right now because you are not a God who takes pleasure in wickedness, i raise up my hands unto thee;

Unto thee o Lord do i lift up my soul

Let me not be ashamed

Nor let my enemies triumph over me

After nine months of stress

She finally arrived through cesarean

She was our bundle of joy

I committed her into your hand

Unto thee o Lord do i commit her

You promised to take care of her

Where were you when they arrived

My sorrow have multiplied o Lord

Where is thy face o Lord

We wanted to guide her toward you

Mary we called her in your honor

The joy and light of my family

We were a happy family and my wife had always wished to spend the rest of her life with me in Jos, this place is a peaceful place and we always looked out for each other, there was love among us and every one even the fulani neighbors' attended her naming ceremony.If i had known that it will come to this, i would have stayed home.

Why did you allow me to go to work

Why did you allow them to get to my family

Why didn't you save even my innocent child

Why must she suffer this evil in the hands of men

Where is your face o Lord

Were you sleeping when they arrived

Many questions i have for you and only one answer i seek to get,how can i take their place? Life is meaningless to me right now, i didn't witnessed it in 2008 because i know for sure that i would not have remained in this city which has to this day seen the flames of evil, the sulfur of devil.History has repeated itself and my helpless wife and innocent child paid the prize of brutality.

Is being a Christian a course

Where is the love and where is it stated in Quran that one has to attack another one for his belief and burn an innocent child to death?

You have shattered my life and though i will not seek any revenge but the blood of my wife and my child will never be in vain because you will see the anger of God, i know the God i am serving, i know my God, he does not take pleasure in evil and in his sight,evil me has never dwelt.

For the 400 Innocents you hawked, burnt, beaten, shot to death, for the innocent little girl you raped, the life of the men and young boys you brutally took, the anger of God will never depart from your family and you will answer for what you did to my wife and child.

"You can run but cannot hide"