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You Are Somebody Else

Updated on September 4, 2019

Of late nothing seems to be what it was, everything seems flipped up.. Even I am not who I was.
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maybe change changes afterall, even if hurts more than watching out on a window pane.
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And am not sure if I know you anymore, because I really try to force myself to think that you still in there waiting for a sign to be awoken or something.
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Even the way you look at me is different now, like you don't even wanna see me.. Asking me to hmgot hurt on my own.. Go smile to the mirror or go hug a tree or something...
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And I honestly miss you going wild , when I'd finish ' squeaking ' to some song you loved, because my voice ain't that great.
. I miss you just staring at me with you blue eyes, made me feel like I was out of space or something .
I just miss your cold hands rubbing on my cheeks to piss me, ' looking for a reason to argue or fight '
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But it's all gone .. And I don't know what happened or what I did, but it's all gone.
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And I can see you doing just fine though you get gloomy when I pass by. And as much as I'd like it to all just get back to normal, it's just evident it ain't happening anytime time soon. And I don't know whose to blame.
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You told me I was different .. And now you are different.. Switched up... Just not the person I once knew.
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. And I can't change it.
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I just wish time machines were a thing, so I'd go back and fetch the real you..... Because ,right now, you are just a but a stranger.....
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You are somebody else.
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© 2019 Amani Utembu

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    • Brenda Arledge profile image

      BRENDA ARLEDGE 

      15 months ago from Washington Court House

      We all become somebody else when we are hurting inside.

      Great sentiment for missing someone but not realizing the reason is a bit sad.

      One definitely can't begin to change anything if he doesn't understand the truth.

      Good read.

    • Amani Utembu profile imageAUTHOR

      Amani Utembu 

      17 months ago from Nairobi -Kenya

      Thank you all for the lovely comments and reading my work.. I appreciate that.

    • brettannef profile image

      Brett Anne 

      17 months ago from Butuan City, Caraga, Philippines

      It is sad that the person who meant so much to you before, now became a stranger. Thanks for sharing your poem.

    • The Stages Of ME profile image

      Kathy Henderson 

      17 months ago from Pa

      You have described a broken heart! Very sad, and still honestly truthful as to how it feels when a loss happens. Especially when or if they are still there in your view.

    • Lorna Lamon profile image

      Lorna Lamon 

      17 months ago

      There are so many notes of sadness in this touching and poignant poem.

    • Little Nirvanas profile image

      Amanda Nechesa 

      17 months ago from Nairobi

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