You Are Somebody Else

Of late nothing seems to be what it was, everything seems flipped up.. Even I am not who I was.
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maybe change changes afterall, even if hurts more than watching out on a window pane.
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And am not sure if I know you anymore, because I really try to force myself to think that you still in there waiting for a sign to be awoken or something.
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Even the way you look at me is different now, like you don't even wanna see me.. Asking me to hmgot hurt on my own.. Go smile to the mirror or go hug a tree or something...
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And I honestly miss you going wild , when I'd finish ' squeaking ' to some song you loved, because my voice ain't that great.
. I miss you just staring at me with you blue eyes, made me feel like I was out of space or something .
I just miss your cold hands rubbing on my cheeks to piss me, ' looking for a reason to argue or fight '
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But it's all gone .. And I don't know what happened or what I did, but it's all gone.
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And I can see you doing just fine though you get gloomy when I pass by. And as much as I'd like it to all just get back to normal, it's just evident it ain't happening anytime time soon. And I don't know whose to blame.
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You told me I was different .. And now you are different.. Switched up... Just not the person I once knew.
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I just wish time machines were a thing, so I'd go back and fetch the real you..... Because ,right now, you are just a but a stranger.....
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You are somebody else.
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