You Were Never Really Mine
I think I know now
The big reason you were so hard to lose
Is because I never really had you
In the first place
You never allowed yourself to just love me
Without worrying more about if I loved you
Or fearing that the past would repeat itself
Or our future would end badly
You were always on the lookout for signs
That what we had wasn't real
And so it never really was
You can't always let a storm
Predicted on the 10th day
Of a 10 day forecast
Prevent you from enjoying the sun
Do you miss the sun now?
Do you wish you could get it back?
