Abandon mother

Abandon Mother
You had drawn this war
to my door step and you
think i will run away like a
wipe dog.
I thought you were there
with me! All the sweet words
and promise were just to get me
into this struggle.
When i need you most, you
were no were to be find but my
in stings tells me you had gone
with your enemies.
Why do had to treat me this way,
you know i cannot runaway from
this war, now that it has come.
Can you remember we promise to be
by each other even when the storm
become stronger?
You abandon me when i need you most
, you abandon me to the dust and termite
in the street, while i cover my face like
an idiot before a prey.
I wish this baby should not look like
you, because i don't want to see your face
not to be deceive into war again.