Another river of tears
I'm tired.Tired of being the ugly friend, the fat friend. I'm tired of being scared. Scared to be alone with myself because I'm scared of what I'll do. I'm tired of not being able to look in the mirror without you because i am absolutely disgusted with my appearance. I'm tired of being alone.
Having shitty friends who don't care of me. I'm tired of pushing all my feelings deep down because i know nobody will understand me without you. I'm tired of pretending I'm happy, but completely breaking down when i am alone.
I know nothing will ever change because I'm too timid to even try to change it. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of my life and the mistakes I've made.I AM TIRED,JUST TIRED.
Come to change my life motti.....
Now prick becomes to rage,
Reverie beyond control,
I have not eaten yet,
Stomach become sunburnt....
The pain is eating away,
My heart is burning,
Bloods are evaporating,
I am becoming more slim....
Tears are dropping,
Eyes burning,
You leave me,
And i have now nothing.....
Trying to talk,
Trying to cry,
Wishing you come,
and wipe the tears of mine....
Look another river of tears
is coming,
Before it flows down,
come stop it again,
See i cry a river of tears
once again....................