day one
eight away
i.
so here is day one
i am but alone
in your pocket you've stolen
my heart and my soul
upon them you cast
rocks and stones
my mind appearing a blank broken slate
i will forget you not
in my fragile, weakened state
please do not feed me
your heartless nonsense
knowing you such a short time
you age plays a role
in this act of selfish defense
this aura of lust
insatiable desire
behind the shell you portray
is a heart full of
passion and fire
ii.
your skin
and your touch
my soul with you i trust
endless, meaningless
converstation
to end it all now
causes my insides frustration
a strange sort of love
or maybe it is lust?
having a little bit of you time to time
is nearly something to have, i must
this game you play with me
you laugh but so do i
back and forth, two can play
confusion and insecurity
you care not, so you say
a new set of rules
bending them can follow
just be sure it is your pride
you must learn to swallow
my eyes grow heavy
it has been a long day
the tears you sent me
keep my shallow remorse
gleefully at bay