Heart piercing

Do we deserve this pain after 5 straight years, mistakes were made but something has got to give. I couldn't bare to see you with another just as you would me, I never cheated on you and thats as truthful as can be. I didn’t know the effect that we truly had on each other until the damage was done, now I’m feeling damaged while you’re telling me to my face that we’re done. In the back of my mind I felt that you deserved better, I even smelled the truth over a cold dinner. Tempted by lust and all of these beautiful women, could never paint the picture that I wanted with you period. If time never brings us back and I mean fast, then I’ll have to settle for distant memories of our past.