i want to hear you say it

these words i hear all the time, from other guys; you are beautiful, sexy, i love your smile and those eyes are so pretty. those words that come from these other mens mouths don't even phase me i don't want nor do i need those other men to praise me. for you are the only one that i want to hear speak these words, i yern for your attention and crave your affection, but no matter how i tell you i cannot achieve to obtain this. at times i feel like you have no interest in me, because when you speak to me it seems you are looking right through me. wait, what am i doing, expecting this from you is like trying to end world hunger.