Missed calls

I use to pick up the phone and see a dozen calls and messages, until I noticed the beneficial relevance of my presence. I have real friends and some associates, some I lost along the way while others I keep the closest. I had a long time to process my thoughts, coming to realization that I might be at fault. My bitterness towards things in life could be doing more damage than I know, although I'm at peace with myself and I like being alone. Distance will happen so consider it a part of growing, if you never try then how will you know without knowing? Find yourself and practice meditation, to reach that level takes a deeper concentration. Ignore the noise of the outside world and put it on mute. It's to loud to hear my thoughts when their just as loud as you.