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Our Own Nightmares

Updated on February 17, 2012

Chilling memories from childhood

When feelings of rejection weigh heavy on your heart,

And in the dead of night, your wounds begin to ´smart´,

And demons cackling laughter,echo round your room,

Hold tight, Hold on to sanity, Help may be coming soon


Feelings of rejection cut us deeply, to the core,

tearing at our confidence, making us feel sore.

It can leave us feeling helpless, or WORTHLESS, as they said.!

´´Silly girl!!´´ ´´Stupid girl.!´´ ´´Waste of space you are. !´´

´´Go do that job again.´´ ´´Go! Do that job again´´´.

Those words are ringing in her ears, and fear engulfs this tiny girl.

Those yelling voices bring all her fears

To the surface till it ends in tears..


Memories can haunt you, the demons urge them on,

To persuade you ´´you are nothing´´.

Yet deep inside you´re strong.!

You have to fight your demons,with effort you can win.

Start by looking at the good.... You´ll soon not let them in. !!

The good inside you flourishes, if only you´ll allow it.

Don´t listen to the voices, Take no notice of the noises.

Easy, easy, no it´s not, , but think how far you´ve come,

You made it through that manic childhood,

You stand on your own feet.

Believe, believe in who you are,

The REAL you, way down far,

inside the depths of heart and soul

The REAL you can reach your goal.

No longer is the monster, hiding in your bed,

No longer are those bitter words about you being said.

Those horrid people should have loved you, but they now are dead,

You need not fear them any more ,They had no idea of truth.

Hopeless? No! You love others.

Worthless? No! They count on you..

Yes you, dear girl, I do mean you.

The Monsters...gone. The demons left.

You are a beautiful person.

You´re strong and kind and never blind to others situations.

Relax, my love and think of good, only good will help you.

There is a rainbow right ahead, not long till you will see it.

Hold on , Hold tight. The bad? You are free of it. !!


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    Dulce 

    3 years ago

    We would like to thank you just as before for the sninnutg ideas you gave Jesse when preparing her post-graduate research and, most importantly, with regard to providing every one of the ideas in a blog post. If we had been aware of your web page a year ago, we would have been kept from the pointless measures we were choosing. Thank you very much.

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    5 years ago from Great Britain

    I wish the same for you too.

    Love and pace the whole year through.

    Thank you so much for commenting.

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    acaetnna 

    5 years ago from Guildford

    Words can be so hurtful and their memory can last forever. What a great hub and so well written as always. Happy New Year Dim and may 2013 be totally wonderful for you.

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    Jakebrap 

    6 years ago from Liverpool, UK

    No worries at all! Great to see someone else from NW-England!

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    What a beautiful comment for any writer. Thank you so much.

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    Jakebrap 

    6 years ago from Liverpool, UK

    Very well written hub :] thank you.

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Hi Eiddwen,

    That is a wonderful compliment in your comment.

    Thank you so much.

    Take care,

    Dim

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    Eiddwen 

    6 years ago from Wales

    What an amazing hub and thank you for sharing.

    Great work and I loved it;take care and have a great day.

    Eddy.

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    A very big thank you to you, Movie master.

    take care

    Dim

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    Movie Master 

    6 years ago from United Kingdom

    Awesome writing Dim, I have read several times already, words can haunt you for a very long time...

    A big vote up and thank you.

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thanks for such a kind comment, jenubouka.

    I appreciate your support.

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    jenubouka 

    6 years ago

    Enlightening and very powerful Dim. To each person a nightmare is a whole different entity and agonizing remembrance of their realities. Wonderful, awesome, as always.

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Hi Alastar, Thanks for your comment.

    I know it can be difficult , but these momsters/demons from our childhood CAN be overcome . Sometimes a person may need help and there´s nothing wrong with that.

    Thanks again for all you support.

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    I know you are mckbrdbks. It shows through , how well you encourage us here on hubpages.

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    Alastar Packer 

    6 years ago from North Carolina

    Understand the feelings of rejection very well; and those boogyman demons can be the devil to a child at night. Glad the physic damage was so successfully overcome by you Dim.

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    mckbirdbks 

    6 years ago from Emerald Wells, Just off the crossroads,Texas

    Hello Dim. I am a big believer in encouragement.

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Hi savanahi, Awesome is quite a compliment.

    Thank you very much.

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thanks mckbirdsbks.

    We all have our different problems and ways to deal with them.

    I was trying to show here that just a little encouragemment from someone goes a long way.

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    savanahl 

    6 years ago

    What an awesome hub and great reminder of how much words can affect us. Voting up.

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    mckbirdbks 

    6 years ago from Emerald Wells, Just off the crossroads,Texas

    Interesting read, Dim. At some point the past has to be outrun.

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thank you imKarn23

    Pleased to meet you on hubpages

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    Karen Silverman 

    6 years ago

    heavy material, Acaetnna!! So well worded - i felt it from beginning to end! votingup/beautiful/tweeting2!

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thanks for stopping by acaetnna.

    Always a pleasure to have your support.

    Hope you are well,

    Dim

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    acaetnna 

    6 years ago from Guildford

    Awesome work - yes I definitely agree we have to be so very careful of what we say in front of young children!

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thank you, billybuc,

    I´m glad you thought it was good.

    Take care,

    Dim

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    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Hello Capedium, Pleased to meet you on hubpages.

    Thank you for commenting.

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    Bill Holland 

    6 years ago from Olympia, WA

    Wow! That was seriously good stuff. Thank you for the passion you showed in this.

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    Ov Overo 

    6 years ago from Oklahoma

    Very revealing.. The title is a catcher.

  • Dim Flaxenwick profile imageAUTHOR

    Dim Flaxenwick 

    6 years ago from Great Britain

    Thank you so much . yes I quite agree, what is said to children, especially can have a long lasting effect.

    Take care.

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    reikieffect 

    6 years ago

    Beautiful way of reminding us to be careful of what we say and how we say it. Words can be so hurtful and long lasting.

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