Today don't want to cry

Before...
love was a concept i searched for the meaning of love was a word used, trying to find itself , love was a lyric danced to...

Then....love was love.Words were shallow, the air was sweet and full of love, surrender was all there was to do, you and God were together in love with me.

I WITH YOU.

Now...Love is love.. A gift , a blessing, a treasure we share, beyond temptation, beyond consideration, Our love endures In God's heart

My love........................

Today don't want to cry
It's not working
It's really not working
It's really not giving
relief from this pain...


So, i cut my hand
Not to hurt you
But to give me a little relax
Just to forget those headache
I cut one of my hand........


Now blood drops
Its now one drop.
Two drops..
And some more drops....
Now it flows down............


It's kindling little
Kindling a little more..
I can't tolerate now
I want you here
Want you just come......


Want you come to me....
Clean the bloods
Give me medicine
And my headache will goes down..


I have no knack to bear all the sarrows
It Constrain me
I have no option....
Doctor is not giving me medicine
I need really a solution..........



I need to feel relax..

Yes i need a little relax now!!!!!!!!!