What Happens When Your Plan Fails

Don't take it to heart

If you do

You will get all messed up

Get out of your head

Get moving and get moving fast

Sometimes the more we think

The crazier life feels

Instead of helping people

We can't even help ourselves

We get all crazy thoughts

Sometimes we scrap everything we have already completed

In an effort of total frustration

We have to learn to calm the fig down

Realize we had a bad day

A bad week

A few bad years

It is not the end

It is the beginning of a new breakthrough

We can't see it yet

That is magic in the works

It is a lot like love

When you want it so bad you can taste it

No matter how hard you try

Love goes in the opposite direction

Everyone around you appears to be happy

They find love and not you

That can be unbearable

Then when you aren't looking it finds you

I go through writing phases

Where I want to right my heart out

Then other times

Important times

I close up tighter than a clam

This is when I should be opening up

I am doing the complete opposite

For the life of me

I don't know why?

So the most important writings of my life

Go bye bye

So here it is early Tuesday morning

I am restructuring my life once again

I know deep down

I am doing the right thing

Even though everything on the surface

Points in a different direction

It is just superficial

Not skin deep

Maybe it is because we live in such a material world

It tricks are brain into thinking one thing

This is not working

Give up

Don't do it

It didn't work before

it won't work now

Maybe it did work

We just were not seeing it

We were in a daze

Spell bound

Now it is time to calm the fig down

I have to repeat it

Because, I want so much more

i won't and shouldn't settle for less

Neither should you

So if it is 3:12 A.M. or 3:12 P.M.

Do a little

Do a lot

Keep track and keep going

Don't lose faith

You have the power and the knowledge

You just have to put it all together

The timing isn't right yet

Be patient

Be resourceful

Be you

Stop listening to the outside world

Other people don't know you like you know you

Keep going

Take a deep breath

Pat yourself on the back

When nobody else will

Repeat after me

I have what it takes

i have to keep going

I have to do what makes me the happiest

That is writing and reading

The rest is just fluff in the sandwich

It looks like a lot

It is only corn syrup, sugar syrup, vanilla flavor and egg whites

Moving on

Keep going

I will support you

Even if you don't support me

I know it is hard

It is a hard lesson to swallow

It is just the way it is

I don't and couldn't find a way around it

Maybe instead of doing that

I should have welcomed it

Open the front door

Come on it

I have been expecting you

Have lunch prepared

We have to have a long talk

i have been ready for a long time

it is o.k.

We will just enjoy the day

See what happens

Then go from there

Come on in

When the day is over

Come on back

This was fun

All this time I thought the complete opposite

All that wasted time and effort

The weather is even cooperating

Have a great day

Because, I know

i am going to have one

It was a long time coming

Well worth the wait