Thoughts Of Things
Thoughts of Things
That lump in your throat you get when your nervous or shy around that special someone, feeling lost for words because you are in awe. Now lost for words you completely freeze and you lose your train of though. Feeling you will never get over the jitters you feel when he talks to you or looks at you. You wanting and longing for him to be yours and for you to be his. He is everything you have ever wished for or wanted but your thoughts get in the way because you feel he is out of your league. The hoping and sadness you get because of the distance between you and him. where it feels like there is something missing but you know what it is but to yourself you think does he, does he feel what you feel. The feeling like someone has kicked you in your heart and you thinking and asking yourself will it ever go away.Does he feel it or is it all in your head because you want him so bad, fighting with your thoughts you feel like you are making all it up.