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Hell what have I got to lose...

Updated on November 16, 2010
I STARTED TO WRITE YOU A LETTER YESTERDAY,
  DIDNT KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO SAY.
AND AT THE LAST MOMENT i THREW IT AWAY,
  BECAUSE I DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD READ IT ANYWAY.
IM THE KIND OF WOMEN WHO HAS HER GLASS HALF FULL,
  BUT IM TORN JUST A BIT FROM THE STINGS U HAVE PULLED,
AND SINCE I ALREADY FELT A BIT ABUSED,
  I SAT AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF.
 
 
HELL WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE,
  BECAUSE I CANT FALL MUCH FURTHER DOWN,
HELL LOOK AT WHAT I GOT TO WIN
  IF YOU COULD ONLY HEAR MY HEART.
 
 
YESTERDAY MORNING I ACTUALLY TRIED CALLING,
  BUT THAT WAS AFTER 6 DAYS AND 6 LONG NIGHTS OF STALLING.
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT WEVE BEEN THROUGH,
  AND ALL THE DIFFERENT PLACES THAT WE WENT TO.
THE TIMES WE HURT EACH OTHER, SOMETIMES WE MEANT TO.
  I EVEN TRIED TO MAKE UP WITH FLOWERS THAT I SENT U,
AND KNOW IM AT THE CROSSROADS WITH U AND ITS TIME TO CHOOSE.
  SO I GUESS I FIGURED "WHAT THE HELL,"
 
 
HELL WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE,
  BECAUSE I ALREADY CAME THIS FAR,
HELL LOOK AT WHAT I GOT TO WIN,
  IF YOU COULD ONLY HEAR MY HEART AND SEE WHATS DEEP INSIDE,
I DONT LIKE TO SLEEP BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DREAM,,
  I ALWAYS WAKE UP WITH TEARS IT SEEMS,
AND I CANT BLAME IT ON U SO IT MUST BE ME,
  IIM BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS IF THATS WHAT I NEED TO DO,
HELL I AINT GOT NOTHING TO LOSE...........
 
HEATHER IRVIN© 1988
 

 

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