How is it Like Being in a Commitment
I would take the challenge!
This was the status I posted on my facebook wall. The story of this came about because of something which has been unlocked. What it was... then here it is...
But I want to start this with questions like, how does it feel to completely commit to someone else? In a romantic relationship point of view. Is it that risky? Is it that painful when unsuccessful?
Well, I am just trying to prepare for the worst to come. That is why those questions come to arise. :)
Anyway, I take the challenge. Why? Because I am ready and I am committing to someone. After years of holding back my emotion to that someone, I am already unlocking the floodgates of my emotions. I am outpouring what I have been holding back for years.
Honestly, it is kind of scary. Scared of what this certain commitment will bring in the future. Will I be ready to handle or bear the turn around of circumstances caused by being committed? I know how much I am willing to give and to invest emotionally. And I know how much I will be pained then.
But then again, I am ready and willing to take the challenge. I may not know what might the future bring to this new endeavor and though things are just passing, I will make sure to enjoy along the way. I will do my part in painting the canvass of this new story of my life. It might be bright and vivid color or dark ones. This is part of the journey. I have to bear and be strong to be stronger.
I firmly stand still and say: I take the challenge with a smile. :)