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Thoughts on Relationships

Updated on April 12, 2011

Relationships in Conflict

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For Him and My Sanity by b. Malin

Is this the End? And do I Care? Is this the End? I know "YOU" don't think it's Fair. But if I stay, will things Change? Will you Grow? Will you take my hand and journey forth into unknown land? And leave that Shadow of a Man-Child behind? He will hold you back....and you will lose me Forever.

I know that you don't want to Lose me. I really think that you Care, So why are you so "Out There?" So out of Touch With Reality. I just don't think that it's Fair.

I'm so Tired of the Fights, the Angry Words, and our Tears, That Slowly, ever so Slowly are growing with the years. A Man can Change....But "Little Boys" don't have to. It's Your Call.

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Sometimes by b. Malin

Sometimes you are my Sunshine. Sometimes you are my Tears. Sometimes you are my Lover. And sometimes you are my Fears.

Sometimes we walk hand in hand, So in Love, so in Love! And Sometimes, those same hands, Shove and Shove.

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My Own Enemy by b. Malin

You are destroying me, I want to cry out! Each day a little of me dies. Sometimes I feel so worthless, that I wonder, Did I ever have dreams of my own?

I am young, but never carefree, Now I want to be carefree...But I don't know how. Is it too late to learn? God, I hope not!

Time be good to me. Don't etch new lines of unhappiness and sorrow into my face for all the world to see. For I share these thoughts with no one. But who am I really fooling? Only me, only me.

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A Happy Thought....by b. Malin

Only you can built a mountain. Only you can swim the Sea. Only you can catch your Rainbows, and bring them home to me.

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    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      5 years ago

      Hi Sweetie, as I've said before these are Older Hubs of mine, that I decided to put on my Hub Page...They were written 20 years ago...Different Stages, different times. So yes, I am Fine and quite Happy today. Thanks for Commenting.

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      sweetie1 

      5 years ago from India

      Nicely written Hub. Shows your hurts and sadness. I hope you feel lot better now.

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Thank you so much Daydreamer, these are some of my earlier "thoughts" so glad you enjoyed them and a special thank you for your Beautiful comments.

    • daydreamer13 profile image

      daydreamer13 

      7 years ago

      Oh so beautiful and full of much meaning for me. I really love all of these. Brilliant!!

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Isn't that the truth Peg...we learn, and we go on, and form better and healthier relationships. Thanks for your thoughtful comments.

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      Peg Cole 

      7 years ago from Dallas, Texas

      Powerfully written and deep. I remember relationships that felt like this, long ago and far behind, thankfully.

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Hey Heart Felt Book, thanks for stopping by and for reading some of my older work...Glad you enjoyed!

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      Cheri Taylor 

      7 years ago from New York, NY

      YES YES!! VERY FIRM.. POWER MOVE.. I LOVE IT. THANKS MUCH FOR SHARING THIS !!

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Thank you acaetnna, I appreciate your comments...Thanks for coming by. Hope you will take a look at my short stories as well.

    • acaetnna profile image

      acaetnna 

      7 years ago from Guildford

      Powerful and very profound. You certainly have talent.

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Thank you Ladyface. "Sometimes" is done by men and women in relationships. It can be the "mind" as well as the "hands" that shove. Of course it's wrong.

    • L a d y f a c e profile image

      L a d y f a c e 

      7 years ago from Canada

      Very nice. The words you used in conjunction with each other to convey your thoughts and emotions were perfectly combined. I loved these. My fave is "Sometimes".

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      From one "Great Poet" as yourself, I say a big THANK YOU...from this poet ,who is still finding her way, and enjoying every minute of it!

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      epigramman 

      7 years ago

      ....as always, profound and powerful and moving words - if you keep writing and thinking like this - it will also keep people like me to continue thinking and writing ......

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      These pieces were kind of exploring a bad relationship...I put it as "I" but it's a combination of a lot of women I've befriended through the years. But thanks so much for commenting....Thanks for following.

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      Amie Warren 

      7 years ago

      This is so sad. I hope you are happier than when you wrote this.

    • b. Malin profile imageAUTHOR

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      Thank you both for your thoughtful comments...I grow from them.

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      Judy 

      7 years ago

      Had not read these before. Really makes you think.

      Very well written.

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      Mario 

      7 years ago

      This is your latest hub.

      Also very thoughtful and provocative.

      Keep them up.

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