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Toss and Turn

Updated on May 5, 2010

I don't regret any days I spent,

nights we shared,
or letters that I sent


It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
without you next to me

I toss and turn like the sea
if I drown tonight,

bring me back to life…


Breathe your breath in me
the only thing that I still believe in

is you, if you only knew…

--If You Only Knew by Shinedown


The stupid o’clock has never been my best friend, the more I try not to mind it, the more it annoys me. I toss and turn for the nth time but I can’t fuckin fall asleep. Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your baby face. Blah..I’ve been here before…and I wont lie again I’ve been wishing for you.


If I could just cancel my thoughts right now...


Wonders what you’re doing tonight. Are you thinking bout me…Do you somehow hear some voices calling out my name…Maybe I could sleep knowin I crossed your mind. Maybe, baby…


I just can’t close my eyes, coz I’ll see you…then I can’t fight myself to kiss you…and then another trance…


drown me

with your lips

so soft

I don’t really care

if I suffocate…

touch you

touch me

want you

want me

break me

break you

let’s just break

each other…

what we have

has no

label…

I’m in love

with you

look into

my eyes

can you see it

still?

I love you

so much

that

you don’t

understand…

I don’t think

it’s gonna

end…


I used to be selfish…I am my main priority until you came along…and yeah, things have changed when we kissed….


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    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      the tortured soul of unrequieted love.... well described...

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      kimberlyslyrics 7 years ago

      awesome

      very creative

      and moving

      thank you

      kimberly

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Thank you EM ;)

      Hello Lyrics! :) That's a sexy avatar

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      carolina muscle 7 years ago from Charlotte, North Carolina

      Inspired and really good work!!!

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      Jen 7 years ago

      great job with projecting emotions.. wish I could feel things like that again...

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Hello CM :) Always good to see you.

      Jen - Thank you. Of course you can again, believe me :)

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      fragilexair 7 years ago from Peoria, IL

      Very nice =]

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      fragilexair, thank you :)

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      Cathy Nerujen 7 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      Oh the torture of love and the waiting for love to come back and tell you its real. When that feeling hits, and you need to know - but wait for it - it's all biting nails and fiddling with hair and sleepless nights. You are really there, Blaise. I hope it happens for you. Great poetry and you say it stylishly. But don't fight the feeling. It will always win you anyway. :)

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Hi Cathy:) Ow, you've been there..coz you know exactly how it is :) It's so good to read your comments moi friend. Feels like a good talk in a coffee break. Yep, can't always fight the feelings.. :) Thanks. Say hi to CG :)

    • I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s profile image

      I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s 7 years ago

      It's sometimes easy to forget the pangs love can bring while in an illuminated gooey spin :) maybe getting all knotted and twisted up is a sign of the depth? hmm, lovely and moving.

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Yep twisted like a hurricane, I dunno how deep I'd fall more...

      Thanks, dear Invictus :)

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      Dim Flaxenwick 7 years ago from Great Britain

      Being in love is wonderful and horrendous at the same time. It amazes me how any of us survive it.................... but we do. bless you x

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Yep yep. No matter how much it sucks, we always love it.... Bless you, Dim :)

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      Do you find this resonates with a younger you, or simply an every day you? I think it feels different the older you get...lol.

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      Micky Dee 7 years ago

      I'm right here Baby! I'm right here!

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      Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

      Doesn't resonate any other time at all. I mean, there's always a difference. Just like morrow's music would feel different when played the next day. I hardly notice time at all in love. I think you would if you started feeling older. Besides, who cares bout anything else when you spin... =)

      Micky Dee, thanks for being here ;) You are one talented sweet guy!

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      Joy56 6 years ago

      this is painful even to read, like it

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      thanks Joy56 :)

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      Sa`ge 6 years ago from Barefoot Island

      pretty good writing here so much imotion and expression poured out. I like it. ~aloha~

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      thanks a lot Sa'ge :)

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      Cassandra Mantis 6 years ago from UK and Nerujenia

      I love this poetry and the whole hub in fact. We all want to be loved. We want that special person to see us as we are, and use that telepathy. See what we are thinking and feeling. We're all human! Best wishes to you, Blaise! Have a great weekend! : )

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      Thanks moi friend. :) Love, love, love it's so good to be in it. Happy weekend!

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      Deep 6 years ago from In the middle of nowhere and worldwide but still that T.O.kid from da north of America

      Love, torment, pain and his her twisted game. Very interested hub blaise25. Well enjoyed

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      thanks Deepthought :)

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      Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain

      Came back for another read of this magical poem. Couldn´t help laughing at Micky´s comment. He´s a star, isn´t he? So, So enjoyed reading this again. Thank you.

      God bless x

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      haha yeah, Micky's a sweet man and so talented :) Thanks for coming back here,Dim. Always good to see you

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      eventsyoudesign 6 years ago from Nashville, Tennessee

      I like your poems, what I have read anyway, and I would like to read your book. I love poetry. I like Mirabai or Sappho. More unrequited love. Your poems are very passionate though.

      Teresa

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      Fehl Dungo 6 years ago from close to you...

      Hello Teresa! :) Thanks for visiting. Mirabai and Sappho, sound so interesting. Looking forward to read one day.. I'd be happy if you read my other writings in here and hear your feedback. You have all the time and it's free ;) And if you like to grab a copy of my book, it's on this link:

      http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/toss-and-tur...

      Thanks and God bless :)

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      Miche Wro 4 years ago

      Lady, you are great with words. Loved it! Vote up to the sky! :)

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      Fehl Dungo 4 years ago from close to you...

      Aw thanks Michelle for reading my hubs tonight. You're amazing! :)

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