am thinking about life, love, and relationships. How do I tell
somebody that I do not feel the same? Who do I blame? What did I
do to make such a drastic change? Why aren't things the same? Why do I make yourself the primary blame? How do I say, "I am not in love
with you anymore?" How do I say, " I am growing further away from
you?" How do I break a promise? How do I leave? How do I stay? From the love that I love, how do I stray away? I do love my love, but I'm not in love. The relationship that we had is no longer the same and the love is slowly shedding away. The person that I love keeps pushing me away. Why should I stay? Does he want me? Do I still turn him on? Is he tired of me hanging on his arms? What should I think? What should I do? For still being here, am I considered a fool? Or, is he the fool for not considering my needs? For him my heart bleeds. It's amazing how our relationship sprouted to this from two little seeds. I'm confused. Now, my heart really bleeds.