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When We Collide...

Updated on January 19, 2014

Did it ever occur to you

that you thought you’re done,

everything was over,

there was no you and her anymore…

then one day, you met her

she smiled at you…

you didn’t know what to say

nor what to do…

you just exclaimed to yourself,

“DAMN IT, I STILL LOVE HER!”



That was the first SMS I’ve read in the morning. Well it was originally sent in Pinoy slang, I just translated it to my own. And I was still half asleep and half awake. I checked it again that night discovering it was from my ex. I’ve received another one, then another, all three from him. Then the thought sank in to me, yeah I’ve met him three days ago outside the movie house, when “New Moon” fever hit the cinemas. LOL And yeah, I’ve smiled at him...It was just a smile.


After a moment of sigh and wonder, he called me…the bottom line, he wants a catch up, ok a date. Turned him down.


The thing is, I left it all closed between us. I mean, as much as I would want to feel the fireworks, I can’t just feel a thing. Well at least missing his friendship. And my heart beats to someone else. And we are sort of in a relationship. Well, we were…the sad part, we called it off few minutes ago as I write this hub.


The crazy part is, I’m wondering if I would one day end up sending that SMS to the one I love right now. Well that is indeed crazy to think because my baby lives in another corner of the world. Our roads are far away to meet.


One moment I was fallin’…the next I am crying…

Somebody misses me…but I’m missing someone else…


“There would be somebody who will love you completely but for absurd reasons, you won’t love him back because your heart is beating for someone else, while for absurd reasons, too you can’t be together…” –blaise25


Then when would be the perfect time when two persons love each other?

Perhaps, when you say you love me…then I'd love you, too.

Then you and I collide.





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    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      6 years ago from close to you...

      Some things are unpredictable, we just have to expect the unexpected or not expect too much.. I love what you said here. You have a very amazing mind, Max :) I like supernovas LOL Reminds me of that song by Oasis... "someday you will find me...caught beneath the landslide...in a champagne supernova...in the sky.."

      Thanks Max!

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      BeyondMax 

      6 years ago from Sydney, Australia

      Collision of hearts and souls...it's is so unpredictable, isn't it. It can be a disaster, it can be supernova =) You'll never know until it happens. What a beautiful story, touching and emotional. Amazing job, Fehl! Amazing.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      7 years ago from close to you...

      aah Dim you're so amazing! :)

      perhaps we don't need questions at all hehe

      thanks for the vote :) xx

    • Dim Flaxenwick profile image

      Dim Flaxenwick 

      7 years ago from Great Britain

      Beautiful , the way you think things through.

      I do it too but don´t always get an answer from myself.

      voted up of course,

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      Yea complicated always strikes..but just like I've said, life cant be beautiful without complications ;) Yea so many options but it's not always so easy to choose..

      Thanks Cath! :)

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      Cathy Nerujen 

      8 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      We cause ourselves such pain when we try second-guessing what we ought to do, say or feel. We over analyse. I know I do. Our hearts and minds conflict with each other and "dissagree". Human beings are so complicated. I think we always have too many choices...

      Just some random thoughts...

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      oops sorry to have hit somethin..I know you're better now Chris ;)

    • christalluna1124 profile image

      christalluna1124 

      8 years ago from Dallas Texas

      Ouch !! that brings back so many memories and old hurts resurface.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thank you Poet L :)

      yeah comments say a lot sometimes and I just love them.positive or negative, so nice to hear people's insights ;p

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      poetlorraine 

      8 years ago

      enjoyed the hub and the comments, sometimes comments can actually say more than hubs

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thanks so much stars :) God bless..

    • stars439 profile image

      stars439 

      8 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Everything you write is fantastic. God Bless You.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      @Lifes Joke

      haha so true! :)

      sometimes when you get them, you don't know which ones were meant..or which ones were just forwarded LOL

      thanks you loved it and my quote :)

      @Mr Nice

      that was nice!

      from Bruce Lee? or Bruce Li?

      thanks :)

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      Mr Nice 

      8 years ago from North America

      Hi blaise25,

      Love is like a friendship caught on fire.

      In the beginning a flame, very pretty,

      Often hot and fierce,

      But still only light and flickering.

      As love grows older,

      Our hearts mature

      And our love becomes as coals,

      Deep-burning and unquenchable.

      ~ Bruce Lee ~

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      Lifes Joke 

      8 years ago

      Loved it especially your quote (it's so true)...i hate those txt they make my heart beat and i get all warmn inside lol nah i be like why you sent me this lol...

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thanks Jess :)

      I hate the 'what if' questions back in school LOL

      but I love the 'what if' in real life.. :P

    • Jess Killmenow profile image

      Jess Killmenow 

      8 years ago from Nowheresville, Eastern United States

      Love the 'what if'. Thank you

    • I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s profile image

      I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s 

      8 years ago

      Love, so crazy so beautiful! So just happens..It's a fine reason to keep breathing! Really enjoy this, blaise! :)

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      yeah that's exactly it is, back to self and to life, not necessarily means you welcome whoever comes.

      spark for ex? nah, I've mentioned no fireworks with him anymore LOL

      yeah, there's always hope for love, it's the reason I breathe ;p

      thanks advisor for the comment and fan mail ;p GBY

    • advisor4qb profile image

      advisor4qb 

      8 years ago from On New Footing

      The funny thing is that it isn't until a person is finally okay with being alone and meets another person whom they feel an affinity for that is also okay when alone that a true meeting of the minds can happen.

      This I have learned the hard way.

      That spark once felt for the ex? I've got that same thing going on...

      Can't go home again. But forgive yourself and each other and keep your heart open, because you just never know what life will bring...there is always hope for love...

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      @Pixie

      everything is just might..you know me Ash, I can't give a chance to someone while I know I'm faking. I'll put it on my heart's desire becoz whatever it says I can’t object. LOL Right now, life's still on...

      Thanks a lot! ;p

      @Dark Heart

      I dunno what to call it exactly ;p

      but you can make a poem out of it friend

      Thanks! ;p

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      @lyricsingray

      thanks a lot for the comment and vote.. ;p

      @Randy

      there is no perfect timing I guess. Nobody knows when it comes and when it goes. It's only fate and our hearts know when it'll collide

      Thanks Randy! ;p

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thanks Keira ;p

      that is love, it can't be beautiful without pain..and it's dead without the complications LOL

      all the best

      blaise

    • Dark Heart profile image

      Dark Heart 

      8 years ago

      Collide,yes Blaise.

      Could we call it a traffic accident of Fate?

      I feel what you're saying. Sweet.

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      CiscoPixie 

      8 years ago

      The ex you love must be a real fool to of let someone like you go and i bet they'll kick their butt later too. I think this guy that you met, give him a chance.. he might make you much happier and give you everything you want, unlike the ex you describe as being on the other side of the world.

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      Randy Behavior 

      8 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Mmmmm, timing is everything isn't it. I enjoyed this.

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      lyricsingray 

      8 years ago

      really awesome job, thanks, kimberly ps-I voted up :o)

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      Keira 7 

      8 years ago

      Love can cause a lot of pain. When we find us soul mate is steel hurt sometimes. Love is so beautiful and can be so complicated sometimes. I think patience is the word that go with love. You are a very good writer. Wish you all the best. God Bless you my dear friend.:)

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