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Coming Out Late - Overcoming a Lifetime of Denial

Updated on February 12, 2018

Coming Out Late.

Coming Out Late is a new book about a pretty amazing subject. We are all used to the idea of teenagers coming out as gay to their parents, aren't we? Equally well, film stars and entertainers announcing they are lesbian or gay is commonplace too, but what if grandma was a lesbian? What if grandpa is gay? What if mom wants to marry another woman? How would you deal with an older person in your family coming out late? Would you give them the love and support they need to become who they really are?

October 11th is National Coming Out Day and so this month seems an appropriate time to consider why some people spend a lifetime in the closet. Even today, there are men and women who do their best for social or religious reasons to fit into a way of life that just does not work out for them emotionally. Coming Out Late tells the story of a woman who lived a straight lifestyle until her fifties. This is not all that unusual and is not confined to women. As you will see, there are some men who live a lifetime in denial.

Reading this book will lead you into the writer's world of self discovery within the context of a loving and Christian family background. Antoinette Desiree Artot is not imprisoned by fundamentalist views, but she is nevertheless a prisoner of Christian conscience, traditional upbringing, conservative values and consequently the belief that any romantic (let alone sexual) attraction to her own sex was wicked.

Artot details how she narrowly avoids suicide and self harming behaviour in her teens and comes through this youthful identity crisis into a series of heterosexual relationships - some good and some not so good - that last half a lifetime. All seems well, allowing for occasional crushes and confusion, until one day, now middle-aged, Antoinette is put into circumstances that make it impossible to deny her feelings. She becomes involved in a dangerous relationship at a very vulnerable time of her life and experiences a mental breakdown. Her breakdown is written about with frank honesty. Happily she discovers love and comes through this dark period stronger and happier.

The book goes on to deal with practical issues around coming out as bisexual. (How could a lesbian have loved men?) It details her worry of coming out to a Christian father who turns out to be accepting and loving and changes in the relationship with her former partner who remains a loyal and supportive friend throughout this life changing identity crisis.

When Alternative Lifestyle meets Traditional Upbringing

The story of Coming Out Late is not untypical of the experiences of men and women living in a small town Christian environment that does not encourage alternative lifestyles. The following books detail experiences of older men and women who undergo a similar epiphany. Everyday young men and women are still experiencing a similar dilemma - "Do I choose my faith, my family or my future?"

On National Coming Out Day, please ask yourself if you have a friend or relative who might be in this position. They might be lonely, confused and very frightened of feelings they would consider fine in a straight context. Maybe it is time to speak more openly about these taboo subjects, a lifetime of denial is not a happy one!

What if you were bullied for being straight?

A thought provoking short film, imagine a world where children are bullied and condemned for being straight? Watch this if you can't! Homophobic bullying is a reality for many gay kids and a prime reason people don't come out early in life but struggle to fit in!

Denial: My 25 Years Without a Soul (Kindle Single)
Denial: My 25 Years Without a Soul (Kindle Single)

I read this one cover to cover in one sitting. Jonathan Rauch writes an intimate and sometimes funny account of how he managed to delude himself for years. He confused his attraction to men as envy. In what he calls his inversion, he explains how his failure to fall in love with women made him believe he was asexual. The lack of love in his life made him feel soulless.

 

Fear Keeps People in the Closet

Fear is the main reason for being in the closet. This video deals with the stress and fear that older people have to deal with when they come out.

Emerge into You

Radio style presentation by Ric Clemons and Denise LaFrance which is basically about the challenges and joys of coming out late in life.

Could you be an unpaid actor 24/7?

Stories can be inspirational and sharing them can put you in a happier place. It is a relief, he says, not to be an actor 24/7. People need to hear stories they can relate to.

And what will the children say?

Jack asks how you can come out to younger children when you come out later in life.

Do you believe older people should come out late in life?

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© 2013 Lisa Marie Gabriel

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      Shinichi Mine 

      5 years ago from Tokyo, Japan

      Kudos to you for reviewing such a wonderful book. I have never heard of this book before but it will be on my reading list.

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      Kathryn Grace 

      5 years ago from San Francisco

      Wonderful review. You made me want to read the book. It's on my list!

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      BarbaraCasey 

      5 years ago

      Beautifully written review. Love is love.

    • Nightcat profile image

      Nightcat 

      5 years ago

      So very fierce and true hon. The hate has to end sometime. Loved the review! :)

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      Nancy Carol Brown Hardin 

      5 years ago from Las Vegas, NV

      It's nobody's business who you sleep with. Sometimes it takes many years for people to realize who they REALLY are, and once they do, even they have a hard time with reconciling with it. As we grow older, we finally realize that it's more important to be who we are, than to be what society wants. Thanks for this review.

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      Ruthi 

      5 years ago

      I think it imperative that we give life to our feelings, romantic or otherwise, regardless of what culture, religion, family, or friends say. At the same time, I think feelings change throughout our lives in that who we are today may not be who we are tomorrow. Ultimately, we should be who we are at any moment in time and should be allowed to be so without living in fear.

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