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MY AGONY

Updated on December 6, 2012

Life is hard

But you hold all the cards.

Help me , Lift me,Carry me

I am lost ,I'm tired ,I can't find my way.

I thirst,I suffer,I agonize your truth.

I want to know who you are

My heart bleeds with longing.

Show me your face

Please show me who you are.

The load is heavy ,the road is far and long

The uphill climb is just beginning

My demons torment me

I am coming home

And rest my soul .

Terror lurks in me

My heart rips with fear

Darkness envelops me.

Light is dim. I cannot see.

What is it that you want me to do

What is it that you want me to say

You created me

You own me, heart ,mind ,body and soul.

I surrender,

LORD,TAKE ME.




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    • Globetrekkermel profile imageAUTHOR

      Globetrekkermel 

      5 years ago from CALIFORNIA

      God grant me the courage to surpass this so called LIFE that we all have been gifted with regardless of its trials and tribulations.

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      KoffeeFish 

      5 years ago from San Fernando City, La Union

      Many times that I trek unfamiliar roads and trails leading me to think I'm lost only to find out at the end that I was on the right track. Yes, He knows our worries more than He knows our right tracks. Keep on trekking, Mel.

    • Globetrekkermel profile imageAUTHOR

      Globetrekkermel 

      5 years ago from CALIFORNIA

      Bong santos , I really do not know how to live nor conduct my life without the guidance of a spiritual being who i look up to and talk to incessantly.Without him / her , i am just a lost soul wandering through the myriad of life's complexities,mysteries , fortunes and misfortunes.

    • Globetrekkermel profile imageAUTHOR

      Globetrekkermel 

      5 years ago from CALIFORNIA

      Annacia, like you i talk to the man above all the time, consciously and subconciously. Thank you so much for your vote. God bless.

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      Jobb Gosamo 

      5 years ago from Philippines

      Simply beautiful! Right you are - we only have to lift everything to God. He is always there when we need Him, and even when we don't. He is just amazing - unconditionally loving us even when we are unlovable. Thank you for sharing, my friend.

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      AnnaCia 

      5 years ago

      Love the poem. I relate to it a lot because I talk to God all the time and ask Him questions; I let him know how lost I feel sometimes. I am fortunate to say that he answer many of my questions when He thinks is the best time for me. Great writing. Voted up

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      Susan Ream 

      6 years ago from Michigan

      You are welcomed. People on hubpages need to find you in order to read your hubs. If you follow someone that you enjoy reading and then comment on their hub, they will likely come and see your work.

      This was good - I hope you will write more.

      Mekenzie

    • Globetrekkermel profile imageAUTHOR

      Globetrekkermel 

      6 years ago from CALIFORNIA

      Thank you so much Mekenzie for your comment.Honestly, I never thought, nobody will ever read my hubs.But you did.Thank you so much again. God bless you always.

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      Susan Ream 

      6 years ago from Michigan

      Wow! This writing brought to mind something that Jesus said in His word: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

      As this writing progressed through those very heavy burdens it then led to a surrender to the Lord. At the feet of Jesus, wounds are healed and lives are restored.

      Good writing here!

      Mekenzie

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