How do I prove that God exist?
Last night I held a phone conversation with a young man (26) and he became outraged at me saying that I believe in God and that I hold my gifts with high regard... Yes I was hurt briefly at the names he called me and after much time had passed ( an hour) , I was not mad when my attempt was to say as hurtful things to him. Much I try not to stoop to that level...however this time I felt he needed to feel the sting of truthful words. He said I was a liar, nutcase and dangerous to society.....OMG.....he is a (recovering drug addict and convicted criminal.
I had just wanted him to be more open minded about God...not me....but he feels science disproves God...........and I said that science was invented by man....and that the facts come from mishaps and trials. "Change the catlyst thus changing the reactions".
The bible and religion has also be altered by man...in my humble opinion. To control others with fear and guilt. However within the words you can find Gods good doings and creations.
After he had his arrogant tone and words to me.......I simply stated" I see why you don't believe in God" .and That he offended me............his words were: "well that was your choice to be offended". I agreed...but then I felt the anger in him, the rage, the hatred........and I said to him " Look at you.......a criminal, a drug addict.........and I was willing to be your friend....and give you a chance........and because I believe in God........and appreciate his gifts ...you are mean and vile to me..... Your mom wont even let you back home...your all alone......he told me to" go to hell".....I said" there is no hell remember"?? You dont believe in such!
Bless his heart.....literally......his waivering question of God and his decision to not believe sends him to more bitter and hurt. He asked me to prove God and my abilities of intuitiveness....I felt nothing but static and his anger....
I walked away from this person with sadness and some personal hurt of my own. He is living at a rehab house and I know he is a good person down deep. Not my style normally to be done so quickly with a soul, usually takes years........ but he was so hurtful ...even to say because of my illness that I am dying....and to just face it...... WOW......he doesn't have a clue what I face everyday...just to type, think, walk and feel so blessed to do so!
After all of this he still wanted to meet me...........I said "not needed" That he is an ass.....maybe one his mom still loved.....maybe one that God would touch still.............but not me.....................I gave him a chance to be who ever he is.........and I am human too......I choose to live with out such dark and bitter in my world...............maybe the next person that chooses to give him a chance ..that he will remember this...........and be a kinder, softer, arrogant ass...........lol
