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I Can't Remember A Time I Wasn't...

Updated on April 3, 2013

"You are either the creator or the clean-up crew."

Lela Hayes

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Many of the things I have read and heard in my life have inspired me. I have found that being a person requires much attendance and reading something inspirational gives me a boost towards being a better person. Today, in my part of the world, we are celebrating Easter. I really appreciate the path Christ walked to be the teacher he was.

My husband and I went to a church called Unity of Boulder on this Easter as we have on many Sundays past. On this particular Easter the Unity Choir, directed by Norma Bigtree Groverland, performed what I would truly report was life-changing music and theatre. The imagination it took her to see this service and actually manifest it is mind-boggling, but I saw, heard and felt it and I came away much better than I was.

This service brings a depth to God that I did not know about before this. I found out that God wants us to be our best, but something else I learned is that God doesn't judge us for it if we're not. It is we who judge ourselves and then we judge others and then we find them guilty. I did an experiment on this for the last week. I listened to what I was saying about other people and it surprised me how often I was judging them in my mind. Without a blink they were guilty. I did this experiment because I took a course called "Course In Miracles" a few years ago and I read parts of the text again in different places from time to time. One passage I read said (in my interpretation) if you really want peace then stop judging. I realized I was guilty and I was judging. Early this year in my New year's message I said my commitment to EVERYONE is to love you and stop judging you so I wanted to see how I was doing on my promise.

What I really wanted to know was whether I was fit to be Empress of the Universe or not. Well, the plus side is if I judge you and find you guilty, I will forgive you immediately. I am prone to enjoying telling people what to do, but I think I am a pretty good candidate for Empress because I don't care whether anyone does it or not. I have made this commitment to love you and to forgive you and to not judge you. I don't know how many other people you know who will commit to giving you this, but if it helps you, every once in a while I will write an article and I promise to make it as joyful, uplifting, and inisghtful as I can. When I say that it makes my life better for you to have the best life possible, I really mean it.

As I said,"I can't remember a time I wasn't", so as far as I can tell, regardless of what is happening right now, I am a common denominator because I can't remember a time I wasn't here. This leads me to believe that the light is approching, because I am starting to see where I could not, in the past. I have mentioned before that I would be running for Empress of the Universe sometime soon and, well, the time is here. In the comments section, just say a yes or no on the Empress thing and we'll count them up when it is over. Don't fail to cast your vote.

The story to this thing about being the empress is explained in the article (link below) I wrote called, "I Bow To My Higher Self". I do love you and I'm not judging you.



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