Poem For My Savior 1
~Lost...But Surrendered~
Out of touch with the world...
Trying to hide inside so I don't hurt.
The little girl inside me with her mouth wide open
screaming with grief and heartache.
A soundless scream full of pain, broken dreams
a house blown away by the storm.
She's crying out to you. Why don't you hear her…see her…hold her.
You don't want to look beyond your need, you left
her behind.
Who was there to teach her, her worth? Who told her
she was special to them? Who showed her what
a strong woman she would be?
She looked to herself as she grew to be me.
In spite of you I found my own worth. In spite
of you I became special to someone. In spite of
you I learned to be a strong woman.
But, no matter the moments between then and now..
that little girl that you left behind abandoned, hurting
and alone cries out.
Then out of the darkness He holds me. He whispers you are
not alone. You are my child, I made you and I've been with
you. Those times you cried I dried your tears, those times
you wished your mama would see you I saw your pain. It's time
to let go, I will take care of the ache in your heart. Don't
grasp so tight to broken dreams..let it go and in it's place I
will give you the stars. Your happiness is with me, I've made
you and I will not leave you, you are my princess and peace and
love is my gift to you. No matter what the world throws at
you, good or bad I will provide you with the strengh to go on.
Because, my love is everlasting and nothing can tear us apart...
With a sigh I let go and just let God......