(12) The Number 7 is Holy!
The Number 7 over the House! Completion!
The Seal of God
I smiled when I saw this photograph. Twig and I had been standing outside one evening and I pointed upwards and said "Twig, do you see that up in the sky?" Of course he didn't see it because he was legally blind. I saw it and I pointed my digital camera up at what had captured my attention.This is the original.
AMAZING PHOTOGRAPH! I have always known what the number 7 means and I felt happy, protected and assured that this was no mistake as I looked into the view finder of my camera. I was on the right path and there were many signs, not just spiritual. Yes it may sound crazy but you have not walked in my shoes through life and you do not see through my eyes.
I thought of the prayer that I had screeched from my soul while living back in Las Vegas.
"Please God, work through me, use me...I am so lost...my life has no purpose...I will listen and let you guide me this time...please don't let me have lived a life without purpose." I have laughed and cried many times because of this prayer. Most people, men and women would have ran out the door and never looked back-calling it all a bad memory-terrified. I could not walk away as someone asked of me months ago. It was far too late, even if I had chosen to run away from this. This is about me and God only and this Nazi apparently.
If I die...I die...
I am the type of person to confront things head on but every time I have tried to confront this head on, I come to a brick wall. How the heck do I confront this if everyone looks away due to ? fear? Corruption? Secrets? Government policies? Lies? Payoffs? I dunno. You will hear me say this often throughout my story.
I am hearing that radio voice giving out that warning, somewhere in my soul. "This is only a test...stand by for further instructions..." hehehe. I am not hearing this voice literally, for the foolish ones reading this...I am making a joke. ;)
If I couldn't put Twig out on the street to save myself, do you really think that someone as myself could say that meaningful prayer to God and when God finally gives me a purpose, I decide to say "ummmm errrrrrr no thanks on this one....way too dangerous! So sorry but I got to pass." I don't think so. I am in it to win it for God and his justice! God says speak it and so I will speak it! Nothing more and nothing less.
I have already accepted the fact that I may die. I came to terms with this many, many months ago in regards to this situation. Should I die? Than it is ONLY God's will that this happen. I accept it and as for others that see this and know me, accept it should this happen. You know me already, you know my heart, my belief in God and I do not look at dying as being a terrible thing. I look at dying without having God waiting for you a terrible thing.
Now this doesn't mean that I am going to lay down and be killed and not fight should I need to. I will fight spiritually, mentally and physically should anyone try to hurt me. God does expect you to fight against evil when it lashes out at you, trying to harm you and I was given the go ahead long ago should anyone pop out of 'nowhere land' and try to harm me.
I will never ever take justice into my own hands, that is not who I am. But for those who have harmed me, threatened to harm me and my children throughout the years I know that God has always had my back. I believe that I have held my own and I will hold my own again by the grace of God .
Hardly! Is it all about you? Are you sure about that?
I AM NOT A DIVA & I AM HUMAN
I can not think of anyone but him that deserves to be put down like a sick dog and for those who protect him, I find you all to be utterly disgusting and vile. I know that I shouldn't feel this way about him but at this time I do. Why lie about it?
Yes I am judging, righteous judgement. when I think of the millions who have lost their lives. I feel this way. It is what it is and God does understand why I feel this way. As for those who threaten to hurt me...Let me be real clear on this and don't be mistaken I may look like a Diva but I am more like GI Jane and I will protect myself at all costs. I am one of those girls that doesn't care about a chipped nail or a menstrual cycle. Don't forget that I have God on my side and you do not. I am already the winner here.
I was trained in the military and if anything, I did get something out of that horrid experience. So you got the wrong girl and after all of the threats-I am ready. As for those who play games on the computer, hiding behind your screen, hiding behind the phone, telling me to 'anteup m'thr fker" well that is what I am doing. I am "anteuping." Is that even a word? ha!
I am waiting for Justice to prevail-with or without me and I know it will happen. God does not make mistakes. God will anteup for me. This I know. Just as I have been guided to Billings, God will guide me and protect me and warn me, just as he always has. If I am meant to die, so be it...it is what it is...I have no worries...my eyes see what you apparently can't. If you could see what I see--many of you would stop your evil doings and realize that what I speak is the truth.
Funny, it hasn't occurred to the chosen few to whom I direct these comments...it is you that should be afraid to die. There are repercussions for doing these evil acts against me and also for protecting evil. All I got to say is I smell corruption and sulfur somewhere in our government and it stinks to high Heavens! That is probably why He sent me. He knows that I would speak up.
I will NOT look away. I will NOT run away. I will not fear ANY man down here, especially man.There are so many men who allow evil to work through them everyday. I am not afraid to die for a good cause and especially a cause that God has stamped his approval on and asks that his will of JUSTICE to be done. When I say that God has done something--a miracle-it surely is and I am amazed and delighted by it.
You Can Never Blow Out My Flame
Seven is Holy
You can not blow out the eternal flame as I have said, so I have no worries. It is what it is. To be honest, I feel honored by God and I am quite delighted by everything he is doing.
I have spoken to him in prayer many times these past SEVEN months and I couldn't think of a better honor from God and what God has done through me then to be the 'ignition of a flame' for God until my very last breath on this earth. That was my promise! My word to God! Jesus--That I would share what I know and let the world know that God exists. Do I care what anyone thinks? Nope. I care only what God thinks.
But I will share this to those who like to be haughty and arrogant about my spelling and mistakes here. Let me be real clear here to the sissy morons who have judged me. I am getting threatened as well as my room-mate and our lives are in jeopardy. The last thing I could have cared about was comma's and pictures you idiots. I was seeking help and leaving a quick documentation trail. I can bet you wouldn't worry about trivial things like that if you didn't live such trivial lives already! You are 'Trivial' and God says so! You all have so much more to worry about spelling and pronunciation very soon. Watch for it and expect it lukewarm trivial people. Trivial Christians are going to learn big lessons very soon.
Why Shouldn't I be Allowed to Speak His Story?
As I continue to say through my chapters"God does not make mistakes!" Is it any wonder why the number 7 would show itself over this house? Nope. Not to me anyways. Why he chose me to be the one to share this story? I think I may know why.
I am just a nobody down here here on Earth-I am just your average everyday person and citizen with no affiliation to any church, religion or doctrine. I am a person who is not perfect and certainly makes no claims to be. I have sinned greatly and I have had a life of many crashes and burns and I have every reason to be bitter, nasty, hateful and evil as many have become (tainted) due to their own severe crashes. I am not. People confuse the "truth" with hatred. It is not and I am not hateful. I hold no hatred for anyone except towards evil.
I despise evil on every level. I hate evil. Period. This man is the epitome of evil in every sense of the word. Who not better to tell this story about God and his amazing powers than me?
Follow the Pattern
The symbolic meaning of the Number Seven reaches its apex in the Menorah, the seven-branched candlestick designed by God Himself to be a perpetual light in His Tabernacle.
The Lord emphasized its Divine origin when He twice instructed Moses to be sure to follow the pattern that He Himself revealed when they met for forty days on Mount Sinai (Exo 25:9, 40). Like the Seven Feasts, God designed the whole structure of the Tabernacle and its instruments as a prophetic picture of His Son, the Word of God who "became flesh, and dwelt among us" (John 1:14).
"Follow the pattern"....yes...I spiritually understand this fully. There is no coincidence that the number 7 would show over this building and I fully understand it. With just this very incident...many things have been made known to me and I have a better understanding of people who love the Lord, follow the Lord and how they became so on fire for Jesus. I am so on fire due to this, though nobody who knows me can understand what has happened to me.
In just this very incident, Jesus has explained to me the how's and why's of many things in the Bible; the prophets! How did they know these things? I understand now! ...a star that three wise men followed to find our Messiah born in a manger. I never quite understood how they would know...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I certainly understand this now also!
Jesus you are amazing! The Father is awesome and supernatural and when you are a true believer the Lord will show you what the 'reality' of this world is...and for many...it is not what you think...not even close!
Special Symbolic Significance
From the Seven Days of Genesis to the Seven Seals of Revelation, Scripture is saturated with the Number Seven. Essentially all Biblical scholars, regardless of their stance regarding the meaning of numbers in Scripture, have recognized its special symbolic significance.
7-7 My Birthday!!
And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made.
And God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it: because that in it he had rested from all his work which God created and made.
SEVEN is Spiritual perfection and represents the holy Spirit. Seven is the seal of God, creation ended and God rested on the seventh day. Seven occurs throughout the Word of God more often than any other number.
Seven is symbolically the seal of God.
I Will Sing It on the Roof Tops Until the Whole World Hears This Beautiful Story of Jesus!! !!!
DOCUMENTATION OF VISIONS
I am shown two words. "China. Japan." I sit in my car and ask the Lord outloud..what does this mean? China? Japan? Both? I realize what this meant less than a week later with the earthquake and tsunami. I told my friends...2 earthquakes....another is coming?...awwwwwwww God why...? These poor people. I see that the news has mentioned another quake has arrived 3/28..but this doesn't feel like the 'other one'...These poor people :*( 3/7/11....not this one either. : * ( 4/11/11...yet another..but this is not it either! AWWWWWWWWWW! :*( I am sickened by this. Please pray for these people!
I hear Jesus speak to me in prayer. "I will call you. Shalom Sinai." At first I thought it was one sentence but realized that it is not. I am not good at history nor geographical things. Sinai? The region. Shalom? A person? A blessing? Peace? I just wait and see what Jesus is going to do with this all. Could this mean after 'peace in Sinai' has happened...I will be called? I am not sure. I only know what I heard!
'I WILL CALL YOU. SHALOM SINAI.'
I am standing in Tripoli with water rising up to my waist--I make myself wake up...I was afraid to see anymore.
Documentation of Visions
I had asked a friend who had arrived in Billings Montana to say a prayer out loud for me and ask Jesus to answer the question that I have been asking him over and over in prayer for so very long. As I hung up and lay in bed I said my prayers and drifted off to sleep. As my dream abruptly stopped, I saw me ? WOW! I thought it was me...my long hair flowing...and I had the most amazing wings..different than any I had ever seen in pictures..they glistened and clouds opened up and the most amazing light was shone down on my head and face. As quick as I saw this--it shocked me and I woke myself up! The answer to my prayers? Yes it was--though no answer on when...just that it will happen. The Lord was shining favor on my face in the most amazing glimpse I was given!!! AMAZING!
Had a date--not so good--was overwhelmed with 'fogginess' of the enemy. So strange. Got to my car and asked God "What the heck is all of this? What just happened?" Creepy! *no it was not the date causing this. Couldn't wait to get out of there. Got home and fell deep asleep--vision again. Oppression trying to stop it. I awoke with only this. "Sixth---and then the Seventh."
3/7/11 SPIRITUAL WARFARE
I was attacked in my sleep again by them. They were trying to smother me and stop me from breathing with my pillows...I woke up yelling out prayers again...no power over me.
4/15/11 SPIRITUAL WARFARE
I woke up this morning and found my small Bible thrown in the walk way of my room. I stopped and picked it up, staring in brief thought--I realized that their was no way it could be here on the floor-I rebuked! It should be in my jacket inside pocket? Guests at my job left me this tiny Bible on the table with the words "God Bless" underneath. (Thank you so much wonderful people! :)
I stepped outside and opened my Bible deciding what I would read. Often it seems as if God gives me a chapter to read. I noticed that my new Bible now had a HUGE rip down one of the pages and it was somehow rolled down. Stunned...
I pulled up the ripped page to see what the words said on it. My eyes scanned the words..."Judas the Betrayer." As soon as I read it...I rebuked again and said loudly..."I WILL NEVER BETRAY MY JESUS!"
As quickly as I said these words, I heard a whisper..."Psalm 18" and I quickly flipped to the page and read it out loud. AWESOME! THANK YOU LORD!
JUST AMAZING AND AWESOME READING THIS MORNING!
I have never read that Psalm ever!! WHAT AWESOME WORDS TO ME THIS MORNING! You are an amazing and awesome God!!! I love you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Strange things happening today everywhere I go. I almost wonder why the devil is so angry? He is not winning no matter what he does so maybe that's why.
HE DELIGHTS IN ME!
I AM THE APPLE OF GOD'S EYE!
I love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I call to the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies.
The cords of death entangled me;the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.
The cords of the grave coiled around me;the snares of death confronted me.
In my distress I called to the Lord;I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears.
The earth trembled and quaked,and the foundations of the mountains shook; they trembled because he was angry.
Smoke rose from his nostrils;consuming fire came from his mouth, burning coals blazed out of it. He parted the heavens and came down;dark clouds were under his feet. He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind. He made darkness his covering,his canopy around him— the dark rain clouds of the sky.
Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced, with hailstones and bolts of lightning.The Lord thundered from heaven;the voice of the Most High resounded.He shot his arrows and scattered the enemies,great bolts of lightningj and routed them.
The valleys of the sea were exposed and the foundations of the earth laid bare at your rebuke, O Lord,at the blast of breath from your nostrils.
He reached down from on high and took hold of me;he drew me out of deep waters.He rescued me from my powerful enemy,from my foes, who were too strong for me.They confronted me in the day of my disaster,but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into a spacious place;he rescued me because he delighted in me.....
To the NYC Firemen!!! God Loves You!!
Follow the Pattern!
The Ignition of a Flame
Nazi's Hidden Among Us
Many of you who are reading this may be quite confused by this story. I had written this on the instructions of God for His own perfect will and His own perfect appointed time. It has been seven years that I have been waiting for God to fulfill what He told me that He would fulfill. God does not lie and He always is faithful. Seven years of a walk in this fire with only God to protect me and guide me.
I have numbered the stories by chapters. Start from the beginning and read chapter to chapter and do not skip around or you will miss what God is showing you. It will allow you an understanding, a basic foundation of me, my life, my spiritual experiences with God, the demons and the devil. I pray that God allows you to grasp the full profound spiritual meaning of my story and how this all happened and where it started! This is the first part of my testimony of the Living God, Jesus Christ. It started with a prayer to God and it was activated in the spiritual and manifested in the physical.
Due to many, many things involved in this story, Politics-corruption-Nazi's and of course ...good versus evil...you will see my series in many categories. I am not quite sure where to put them due to so many variants. I will scatter them as if they are leaves on a windy day-hoping that the very lucky will get a chance to view "History in the making" and above all..to witness God's justice...prophetic and a warning to all who have not called upon Jesus as Messiah.
May God bless you!