Ever Meet a Psychic Medium for Rock and Roll Stars and Poets Who Stayed Hidden

In my life, one thing i continuously ran from was being psychic. As fast as I ran, I couldn’t lose it. In my twenties I met my second husband who helped me to embrace the mess I believed I was, yet a fear of getting known haunted me than and still does. Why didn’t I want to be known as the medium for the spirit of John Lennon?

Was there a cost? How high? Why did I ask him back after I asked him to leave in 2002? Is he still with me? Am I still reluctant? What is it like channeling icons? Why do I resist?

I have seen my share of fake mediums and psychics. I have had to help walk people through readings by others on topics that are forbidden. An example when a psychic tells them they are dying. Another case was when a person paid a lot of money to get somebody back. I also witness fake seances. I don’t trust psychics or mediums until they prove to me, they are not living in Candyland of fakery. I don’t even get readings.

I am a bitch with attitude when it comes to spirit. I do kick them out. In fact, I kicked John Lennon’s spirit out the first time. I figure he was a trespasser. I know how well the lower earthbound spirit realm enjoys trickery. This I learned over the decades, as I took spirit/ghosts out of homes. to no good. A couple years later he finally proved to me it was him. I don’t believe he understood how strong my reaction would be, if it became known that I channel him. He learned that on one night, when I had a chance to connect him to his oldest son, Jullian. Sadly, I messed up Lennon’s chance for him to speak with Julian Lennon. After that he didn’t push. He saw my fear will take over and go into drive. It was through a three-way call, where Julian’s Godfather was on the phone with my friend. He asked what John and him did on a certain night. Lennon said, “We dropped acid.” I gave a different answer. I was that the Godfather said I was wrong. He informed me that they dropped acid. I knew then it was him.

There were many reasons why I didn’t want to channel him or others to their living loved ones. I was scared. What if I couldn’t channel? IWhat if they, the deads' living loved ones, were disappointed. i didn’t want to carry that price of letting them down. Even, John Bonham tried to get me to cooperate, but I couldn’t.

I take being a psychic medium seriously. I would hate to bust their hope, both the dead and the living. These spirits did channel through me to others with accuracy on playing instruments. I am clueless on that matter, as well as who the musicians are. Google became my friend.. I had to look up John Bonham, the drummer for Led Zeppelin.

There is still a deeper road that keeps me from traveling into the public’s eye to reach out to their friends and loved ones. I did my best to stay unknown, because of the fear of being abandoned. l I tried to stay in favor of my family, but every time I failed. Currently, at seventy –four, I lost everything materially and phsycially. I live isolated in a state without a friend. What is left of my family is gone. They chose to stay estranged. I’m living a life I don’t know, or do I?

Over these past eight months i tried to piece together this insane puzzle that made no sense until today. Why are these icons writing fantasy books through me? Why didn’t I know they did that until several years later? What to do with the predictions laiid out in these two books surrounding this past election? It made no sense. Why are Native American Spirits working with us? What about this other Galaxy that joined in? Who is in charge? What is their intention?

Each group of spirits, the galaxy of Crystal Beings, and Goddess Pele of the Volcanos in Hawaii, and both my deceased husband, who taught me all about dragons, and my brother, an upcoming Beat Poet who died in 1970, were apart of this. Their mission was to stop what is coming. Philosophically, I discovered another type of oligarchy, the spiritual one.

Today, I received the answer to a question or questions i had when my husband died in 2005. What happened to our soul path? Should I draw up a new natal chart for his death. Wally and I were told to help shelter people. Spirit told us when we first moved in together. These dead and I are building shelter. Astrology? I am not an astrologer, but I have realized I am dancing with Pluto, and so are these dead. Many were born when Pluto was in Leo. Now we have Pluto in Aquarius. There is a link. I will explain when I understand more.