I think it is easy to offer some insight, but I think that you are not best served by lay opinions. You need to seek professional advice, most important, you need to do the research yourself, to best understand the terminology associated with your circumstances. We are privileged today to have access to a wealth of information that can effectively educate you about your issue, its treatment and its prognosis.
Educate yourself, for the knowledge is power and will serve you well in making the best decision that only you can make. God bless you in your efforts for wellness.