Voice
I didn't care to stop him
when he was changing his name.
I didn't care to fight him
when he began clawing for my duck's lame attention.
My lame wing.
Steal my ears twice
and control my brain thrice,
I'd bargain to save Cain if meant preventing your long arms to take me in.
At what point this began to flower,
to take shape,
I can't remember.
I can't even decipher it for you
Words wont do it justice.
Not mine,
in any case.
I want you to silence yourself.
I want you to cry.
I want you to shake this frustration
out of my neck
Squeeze it tightly,
maintain a firm grip.
and hold your responsibility until it's lifeless
Hold me like your lover.
Hold me like I'm your lover.
Stop letting go and hold me