Invisible Dream

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water blossom

Invisible Dreams

I wake up in the morning and drag myself out of bed-

My worst nightmare has fallen upon me-

This feeling of abandonment arises in my head-

How can I make myself see?-

My heart is tangled in invisible dreams, and my eyes are swelled from the darkness-

I am alone now, or so it seems-

I feel absolutely no wholeness-

When will I find exactly what I've been looking for?-

When will my soul lift from it's abyss of sadness?...

What I hold within me:


 Because of you, I now feel absolute warmth and fondness.

Because of you, I no longer feel lost or misspent in any way.

Because of you, I now have the strength to carry my own weight, and every day is another day where I have a reason to achieve...

I have patience and passiveness because of my desire for your wholeness.

I don't want just a piece of you, I want everything that has to do with you.

My dreaming mind sweeps the exploration of the role in which you play.

This long awaited need for you pulls together all of my thoughts and wishes.

You spread before me the dazzling landscape of my could-be future.

My every longing consists of you, and only you.

From the moment I saw you...

I have a hunger for you that cannot be settled until I have you.

I believe that I am beginning to fall in love with you- as scary as that seems-

But there is no control when it comes to you.

I apologize for my directness...

But this is how I feel...

You Are My...

Life's Lessons
Life's Lessons

My Life's Lessons

I can feel you running through my veins- Like a river raging wild... I can see you in my mind- The most beautiful image I could imagine...

My heart pounds fiercely... My lips whisper your name repeatedly... You are whole within me... You are one with me... You complete me...

You are my final destination- The only one I crave... The only one I need...

I'll allow myself to give into you, but only if you promise to fall helplessly in love with me, even if just for a moment...

Promise to fulfill my dream- My dream to be completely loved... Loved freely... Loved unconditionally... Always... Only me forever... With no restrictions... No limits... And no lies...

I want to grow old with you... Experience you... Learn you... You are my life's lessons, all caught up in one, perfect, simple grain...

Teach me... Show me... Love me, My Love, and I shall never leave you... Never deceive you...

Only always, and forever- Conceive you...

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MamaDragonfly2677 7 years ago from New York Author

Mine are usually sad, too... And I guess rather than use the word "Pagan", I like to use the phrase "Open-Minded, and not made to be a follower of ""fiction"" LOL... I believe in what can be proved, seen, felt, and examined... Not religious at all. I hate religion. To me, it's a way to brain-wash people, and control people. NOT ME! lol

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Vampyrica 7 years ago

Pagan poetry? Are yuo a Pagan too? I like writing poetry too. But mine is always so sad.

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MamaDragonfly2677 7 years ago from New York Author

No Benji... Thank YOU for reading it! And thank you for the positive comments!I also like your poetry.

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Benjimester 7 years ago from San Diego, California

Right on! You write excellent romantic poetry. I love your word choice "misspent" in your second poem. It seems in poetry that one right word can really enhance a poem and I think it's a perfect description of what happens in many relationships. Thanks for the great poetry! And thanks for directing me to it :)

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MamaDragonfly2677 8 years ago from New York Author

I am wishind I would have. I'm not sure I could still get one, or not... Maybe on Ebay?

Immadformoose 8 years ago

You should I had one published in a book also but i didn't buy it either maybe i should have...

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MamaDragonfly2677 8 years ago from New York Author

Thanks Candy. I thought about it... a long time ago. I actually submitted 2 or 3 poems to about 7 years ago. They were put in a book, but I never purchased it... Maybe next time I guess.

Immadformoose 8 years ago

wow these are great... you should write a book...

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MamaDragonfly2677 8 years ago from New York Author

Wow. I didn't realize I was "hanging with the big dogs"! Thanks for bringing that to my attention! I love to write, and if I have nothing to write about, I write poems... These, are actually from a long time ago, but I liked them enough to share them. Thanks again linda! Your comments are always appreciated!

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lindagoffigan 8 years ago from Phoenix, Arizona

MamaDragonfly2677 I had no idea that you wrote poems since you are listed with the best Hubbers. I thought the best hubbers only wrote articles. I am digging in old journals too and finding great work so find more. I read all.

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MamaDragonfly2677 8 years ago from New York Author

I prefer "BRAINIAC" if you don't mind!!!

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TheRealTruth 8 years ago from Virginia


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MamaDragonfly2677 8 years ago from New York Author

maven- again, I am SO grateful for your kind words... And yes, I have four children... A boy, and three girls. My son decided to live with his dad about a year ago, but it's okay, he is only 3 miles away from me. As far as my girls, they are Alyssa, who is 11, Taegan, who is 6, and Piper, who will be 4 in March, and they DO keep me pretty busy! But I always find time to write! These poems, (mostly) are from years ago, but I did ADD a little to a few! Thanks again maven! Your one of my inspirations!

And for The Real Truth------ hey justin... You are an inspiration also! So don't go and feel left out, kk? :) Your just a different KIND of inspiration! HA!

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TheRealTruth 8 years ago from Virginia

hey shannon......

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maven101 8 years ago from Northern Arizona

Shannon...I really like your freeform and honest HAVE lifted your " soul from its abyss of sadness " which I had detected earlier in one of your art hubs...

Four children...! WOW, where do you find the time and energy to produce so many hubs in such a short time span...?

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