How to Write: Start a Private Journal

Starting a private journal is easier than you think. A journal is a rewarding practice offering endless possibilities toward contentment and happiness.

So strongly do I believe that I have it tattooed on my forearm, facing me.
So strongly do I believe that I have it tattooed on my forearm, facing me.

Let go!

At the start of 2011, I did what many do: I resolved to make changes, to improve myself, to accomplish in the next year what I may have neglected in the previous. The first was simple: write every day.

I have been writing in a journal since I was twelve years old. It wasn't until I read Natalie Goldberg's how-to book Writing Down the Bones, that I discovered my journaling was more than simply writing about myself. It was, indeed, a craft. This craft was my means of expression. In the years that followed, I often found I had not written for a month, two months, and after my father died, two years! Did my soul notice the neglect? Yes. It did. Writing, through years of habit, had become my outlet. Once I let that outlet go, I harbored my feelings and emotions until knots formed in my back and my stomach always ached.

Because journaling has succeeded in providing me with a safe haven for my thoughts, emotions, wishes and secrets, I often encourage my friends to do the same. I'm shocked by their responses: "I'm not a writer," or "I'm not a good speller," or "I don't have time to make sure it's good." I wondered, do they think I am asking them to write the next great American novel? I have given these friends much advice, and some have gone on to start their own journals. I share that advice here because such a reward should not go uncollected.


Start with the basics

Before we start writing, buy yourself a notebook. If the idea of writing overwhelms you, I suggest you get a notebook that is plain, ordinary, free of adornments. A fancy notebook can often inhibit the writer, who then thinks the content must match the value of the notebook it is in (in fact, a writer has already "judged the book by its cover"). I find a cheap composition notebook works best. A one-subject spiral notebook is also a good option, but the temptation to tear out pages and throw them away is too great. Only get this if you are unable to find a composition notebook. (Today, I use moleskine journals, available at Barnes & Noble bookstores).

Find a pen. Or buy a ten pack of bic ballpoint pens. I find these are inexpensive (so you aren't terribly upset if you lose one) and when writing, no matter at what speed, the ink flows freely without gaps of dry ink.

Supplies in hand, sit down at a table or desk, by yourself, and open the notebook.

This is for you and you alone

This notebook that you have before you is simply that: a notebook. The pen is simply a pen. Forget the idioms and euphemisms you've heard that have kept you from reaching this moment ("the pen is mightier than the sword"). We are not asking for a duel; we are creating a space.

Set a timer for ten minutes. Ten minutes will go by far faster than you think. Use something that will make a noise when the time is up. Doing this will keep you from constantly checking the time and halting the process. Many cell phones have timers, or you can find a kitchen timer at a craft store or department store for fairly cheap.

Start simply and write the date. I always write the date. And then - listen to yourself. What are you saying? What is on your mind? Some people start with what they are used to writing: a list. You may do that. Many journals are simply lists that tell you far more about the person than they may realize. Have you ever found somebody's lost grocery list in the store and felt that you have somehow invaded an intimate privacy?


In my journals, I find it best to simply start with my day. "I woke up early and I'm dog-tired. It was hard to keep my eyes open." Some prefer to introduce themselves to their journal, and that's a great way to "break the ice," so-to-speak. "Well, my name is Cindy. Hi! I'm thirty-three..." Some also like to talk about the actual writing: "I can't believe I have a journal. I feel a little foolish." It's okay to feel foolish. Much like a person who has never read a story out loud to a child, it takes time to be comfortable hearing the sound of your own voice. Putting those words on paper is no different.

Below are starter suggestions. Once you choose one, or do whatever else you find works (and please leave a comment with any other suggestions!) keep at it for the entire ten minutes without stopping. The constant movement of your pen will free your mind. As your hand becomes intent on the task of moving, your brain lets go of that editor we all cling to, and in the desperation of that struggle words appear! They may even get messy (gasp!) but it is a sign that you are letting go. Twenty years later, I still do what Natalie Goldberg suggested in Writing Down the Bones: when my pen wants to falter and I have to think of what to write next, I write: "keep the pen moving." I have pages and pages of just those words.

Starter Suggestions:

1) Describe your day from the moment you woke up in as much detail as possible

2) Introduce yourself as you would to a new friend in a letter

3) Write about writing and what has prompted you to begin a journal, what you expect to get from it, what you hope to accomplish

4) Write about your earliest memories to get you started, using the mnemonic "I remember" at the beginning of each sentence

Keep going

Do this every day, twice a day or more if you can. Over time, you too will find that this quiet moment between you and you are cherished moments that offer more than just a notebook now filled with words. The moment offers you a chance to reconnect with the person most important in your life: YOU. That small grace you give yourself is a calming salve for whatever ails you. Soon, you may find yourself writing whenever you are angry, happy or feeling any other extreme emotion. And each new entry will become easier, your hand eager to share the feelings of the person wielding the pen.You may soon find yourself creating more journals that go beyond the diary or your own private thoughts. Many have used journaling to fuel creativity, stop smoking, and watching their children grow, among other uses. You never know what is around the corner.

Congratulations! Now carry on...

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katiem2 5 years ago from I'm outta here

You are BigSerious, you have an amazing voice and I adore your writing style, voice! I've always had a hard time keeping a journal or for that matter starting one. I buy them and that's as far as I get.

I'm def gonna give it another go and thanks to you for the great tips on how to get started on a private journal.

Welcome to HubPages, It's great to have you here!

:) Katie


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BigSerious 5 years ago from Harrisburg, PA Author

Thank you, katiem2! I really hope you do try again and that it sticks. It's a been a great lifesaver for me and has helped me work through problems and issues I didn't even realize were holding me back until I wrote about them.

The big thing is to have fun and IGNORE THE EDITOR. In time, such practice improves your writing and thought process without you even trying.

See you around! It's good to be here!

BigSerious


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Nell Rose 5 years ago from England

Hi, I kept a diary about 20 years ago, and when I found it recently it was so different from the person I am today! so now I am trying to find the 'me' again, I might try this again! I really enjoyed reading this, thanks nell


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Mike Lickteig 5 years ago from Lawrence KS USA

BigSerious, this was a terrific look at journal-writing. I have kept journals of various types periodically since I was a teenager, and it is not an easy task. Your "ignore the editor" advice is profound, I am constantly editing myself, usually for no real purpose. I think the most inspirational part of your article is seeing how much you benefit from your writing. It is clear you get a lot from your efforts.

Thanks and welcome to HubPages.

Mike


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BigSerious 5 years ago from Harrisburg, PA Author

Thank you, Nell and Mike!

Nell, I always recommend the first-time journaler to wait at least a month before re-reading (the urge to do it immediately or the next day is intense, but it also inhibits you from moving forward. Re-reading automatically makes you want to make it better). But once you do re-read, it's fun! I pull out my high school journals from time to time and I'm so embarrassed!!! Not because of the writing (I was in high school and just starting and who cares?) but who I was... makes me feel silly. If I ever have a daughter, it will help to go back to it and sympathize. :) Thanks for taking time to comment!

Mike - yes. It surprised me how much it affects me to not write. A dry spell happened after my son was born, when I probably needed it most, and once I started taking time to do it again, I felt more whole. You may be able to relate with art, I'd imagine (my husband has tried explaining to me "editing" in art, but I still don't get it). Whenever I feel grumpy or crabby now, I think first to write. I hate that my journals will have long periods of anger or discontent, but it's the journaling that helps me see things objectively and soon feel better. An excellent and nearly free therapy! Thanks so much for you comments. I really appreciate it!


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Peggy W 5 years ago from Houston, Texas

I can understand the "free therapy" part of this...in fact from what I have heard, many people in therapy are encouraged to keep a journal. This verifies the fact of it being an invaluable release of sorts and a way to work through problems. Personally beyond a diary that I kept when I was a young teenager I have never done this. Don't even know what happened to it. I obviously must have discarded the diary many years ago!

My grandmother used to keep a journal and it was interesting when they would travel. Freezes time onto a page.

Hubpages, while not exactly journeling, does offer some of the same benefits as far as being able to write and share thoughts and ideas...and!...there is feedback which can sometimes be of great value.

Interesting hub!


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BigSerious 5 years ago from Harrisburg, PA Author

Hi, Peggy W! "Freezing time onto a page" is a great way of looking at it. My sister says something similar about her tattoos. "I like them because they'll always remind me how I was at that age..." :)

You're right on about the Hubpages. Sharing is just as therapeutic, depending on the person. And feedback can certainly make you smile, no matter how your day is going.

Thanks for taking time to leave a comment! See you around!


AlbSt 2 years ago

Hi there.

Here you smartly . I liked it!

Keep up the good work! :)

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