FeniqueS on HubPages

Hello thanks for stopping by, I'm Adrienne a/k/a FeniqueS. 

I'm new here at Hub pages, well semi-new I'm at prodigy status. Though I feel very new, I'm so glad I like to read, because I’ve been reading everything over and over again. Sometimes it makes sense sometimes its ALL Greek. So just keep searching, and reading more until it does.  I'm guessing since I've publish writings I'm a writer true.

I’ve written only a few, things which I must say after posting, re-reading, editing, and editing again.  The girl ain’t have bad, if I do say so myself of me-self. This writing stuff, its helping to…lets say uncovers the; me down under all of life’s trash pile-ups.

I’ve written of; Color-none being there, I even answered a request (not sure how that works as to the person that asked how do they get the answer to them, I do hope they did), I’ve met the Greatest Class of ‘Just like you and me’ classy kind of people here.  I like that the most tied with writing. I’ve writing on the kindness war and I live in Lake County, IL, that one keeps reminding me Support All persons serving in the US Armed forces, no matter what capacity. I’m in school now, and I’m using a writing I did for my music class. I’ll let you know how it goes. The last as of the editing of this my profile, was of my grandson AJ and his horrific attack by a gang of boy, and the hydrocephalus that the kicking and beating on his head awakened.   

 I still don’t talk much, and still dyslexic (or spell right) which is why I write.  I can tell the feeling of something on paper better than coming from my voice. I like to write sultry seduction stories, not sure if they are allowed here, yes even Christian have sinners’ thoughts too. The Greatest best selling book has all kinds of such stories within it.

I do have my thoughts of different things. Some good, some bad, and some of both, I put it all to paper, more so that I can understand it; things get all jumbled around in my head. My thoughts or beliefs may or may not agree with yours. So we’ll agree to disagree. I like honesty that is true from the heart. 

I use both hands and both sides of my brain.  So I think like a woman and a man, a psychologist tested me sometime ago now. He said that was highly intelligent (wanted to ask him which Cracker Jacks box did his BA come in) I was in special ed/slow classes all my life, been labeled, “You Can’t”, “You’ll Never be..” and “All You’ll be good for…” all my childhood and teenage years. A high school counselor told me after taking those test to show what you’ll be when you go out into the world.  The “Only thing you’d be good for is to have kids” good guidance, huh? The Devil sure made a liar out of him.  I do not take much interest in those tests when they give them now. 

I’m disabled, because of Lupus, Lymphedemia and other things, but I’ve been in remission from the Lupus, for over two years now.  I say it’s gone, never to return. I know the struggles of living with that monster, i.e. PAIN, seizures, PAIN, and turning you into a vampire’s half cousin once removed; meaning can't go out into sunlight you'll get very, very sick. 

I know the pain of hatred of my color, and the Love of it. The wordless moment when holding your first born, first born in your arms.  When that beautiful little wrinkled-up face with tinny tiny eyes looks up at you and starts to whimper cry.  You know that Our Lord is in His heavens and All is alright with the world.      

I want to thank everyone for their help, and welcoming me here.  Being here I feel like a kid in a candy shop.  I’ve started to have all these writings in my head, just want to be shared and writings to just waiting for me to read.