I started working in RE Probate and gone in homes where someone died. Am I bringing home spirirts?

I recently started working for a probate real estate agent and have had to go in some properties where someone has died. The other night I had a disturbing dream that I was "possessed" and people would feel sick when they were close to me but didn't realize it. I couldn't leave the basement floor whenever the elevator doors opened. There was some kind of dark feeling that looked like a flat phoenix bird around me and I was feeling deeply hopeless and controlled. There was a man/host with me and It felt like I was being told that this would be very difficult to reverse. It felt like death

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