the hubpages rollercoaster, my first week on hubpages

It started in the classifieds

While looking for some work

I don’t want to be a waitress

A Bartender or a clerk

Suddenly it caught my eye

Here was something new

A writing opportunity

For me to pursue.

Now I’m up late at night,

And early in the morning

Every time I turn around

I find my brain is swirling.

Ideas flitting here and there

Distracting and evading

Thoughts are popping everywhere

Brilliant and then fading

I’m waking up at 3 am

New stories in my head

I have to get it all out

I have to find a pen

Sleep is an illusion

I’m not getting any rest

This writing thing’s addicting

I want to do my best.

The next day I am up at dawn

Excited as can be

I can’t wait to post my hub

For everyone to see

I have to get it out there

Before my courage is gone

Don’t know why I’m so nervous

But I have to carry on

I’m getting nothing done at all

The laundry’s piled high

There are dirty dishes in the sink

And the cat ate my pie

Depression now is setting in

Discouragement and worry

What if no one likes my hubs

Or no one reads my story

I’m checking my statistics

Every minute or two

Hoping for some comments

Or a follower like you

I’m reading all the other hubs

Comparing them to mine.

Wondering if I’m good enough

Or if I should resign.

I wish that I was funny

And not so serious

Then everyone would like me

I would be hilarious

But instead I’m going crazy

On this rollercoaster ride

Can anybody tell me

Is this normal or am I just fried?