With life comes patience and with patience comes the realization that all will change, will transmute, will become fluid... and that all is good - even though at that precise moment I may not be soaring high enough to realize or appreciate the gift.
In many cultures they give thanks and gratitude for everything as they believe sometimes our noses our pressed up against the glass and we have fogged it up so that we can no longer see the blessing.
Step back and take a breath, then perhaps soaring is possible. Light and love to all you may be finding themselves in this spot - I know you will be able to lift yourself up.
actually it's not really my faith in myself but in God that helped me cope up with this difficult thing called life. That always reminds me that no matter what, God will be there for me, sure God didn't promise that life would be easy but what He assures us is that He'll see us through the storms in life ) now that had been my reason for continuing even if it already feels like hell