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A Glimmer of Hope and Tribute to an Angel (the true story of Hope)

Updated on October 21, 2016
Hope Angelina Nelson - Photo by Maureen Shuler
Hope Angelina Nelson - Photo by Maureen Shuler | Source

by Shyron E. Shenko, 11/15/2012

About six months ago a dear friend e-mailed me asking that I pray for her daughter, who has been unable to carry a baby to term and had found out she was pregnant.

This is the true story in a poem, of the birth and death of an angel.



A Glimmer of Hope

© By Shyron Shenko


Maria was happy and filled with joy.

Would she be having a girl or a boy?

Carrying a baby for her would be hard

But, for a glimmer of Hope she let down her guard.


I had Maria put on every prayer chain I knew

And asked all my e-mail friends and family to pray for her too.

We all need a glimmer of Hope

To help us through bad times to cope.


While retching through many a sleepless night

In pain and never feeling quite right.

Maria was holding on tight

For a glimmer of Hope she was willing to fight


A beautiful Angel came to visit today,

So Precious and Beautiful in everyway

Although she is tired she is fighting to stay

And, this glimmer of Hope, got people to pray.


All of our wishes are to find a way

For eight days we prayed our Angel could stay

But for Hope Angel the pain was too great a price to pay

And the glimmer of Hope passed away.


If you look towards Heaven on any night

You will catch a glimmer of Hope in sight

If we are sad, we must always remember,

Not what we lost, but the glimmer of Hope that we had

To my Friend Maureen, I have written this Tribute to an Angel.

To my Friend Maureen, I have written this Tribute to an Angel.

Although, face to face we have never met.

We are close as friends can get


How did we become friends, Maureen and I?

Some years ago I worked in a call center for Avon.Maureen, an Avon Rep. called her orders in weekly.I don't know how she always got me and, after taking her order, sometimes we would chat a few minutes, then we exchanged phone numbers and e-mail addresses, and the rest is history.

Maureen told me about her life and I told her about mine.

We shared our dreams,

Our heart aches and heart breaks

And our life stories in between.


Here is what inspired me to write the poem: "The Glimmer of Hope"


Updated e-mail From Maureen

6/14/2012 "Thank you so much for all you do and for caring so much to send this to others to help support us and Pray for us. It's so appreciated."

Maria tried for years to get pregnant but couldn't. She was PG prior to this baby. It would have been born now in June. That was so traumatic on her.

9/14/ 2012 Maria is now 6 months along, she is carrying our little girl, whose name is going to be Hope. Hope has given Maria hope after losing several babies.

The baby is growing fine but they are concerned she has water in her Kidneys and lungs and, Maria is to be on Bed rest possibly, for duration of her Pregnancy. Or she will lose Hope.

"Please lift Hope and Maria in Prayer that everything will continue as Normal as possible.Thank you so much for being there and for your Prayers.

Maureen"

10/8/2012The doctors are amazed, Maria has a 90% chance to deliver and she is holding her own but, on total bed rest.They said if she made it to 28 weeks the baby's survival would be much better.That is this week "yahoo" Says Maureen.

10/17/2012"This is the latest of my Granddaughter's pictures.""She's starting to look like her mom when she was young."

Baby Hope Angelina - 10/15/12
Baby Hope Angelina - 10/15/12

For Maureen - More prayers are needed, please

11/1/2012 Maria is in the hospital. And Baby Hope has problems. My friend Maureen is asking for more prayers.

11/2/2012 "I got to hold a 3lb baby doll. (This tears me up) It was so real." "This is it. they have to do the C-Section because of the water in Little Hope." "This is so dangerous for her and Mom. I am scared but holding onto Jesus' hand." "I hope I have good news to tell you next.........."

11/3/2012, Hope Angelina was born.

Per Maureen: They were doing an emergency C-Section Sat at 9:30. "At 10:06 Hope Angelina (means little Angel) was born."

"Both mother and baby are still in the Intensive Care unit." "Both are NOT doing well." "Hope may be there till her actual due date, DEC. 28."

"Now I am glad it is over Maria was suffering too much.." "I AM A PROUD GRANDMA, YOU GUYS!!!!" "Hope is beautiful." "She was born 6lbs 8 oz. she has lost already 6 oz. that's good." "She was 18 in long, lots of dark hair, all around her head but very thin on top." "Dark eyes." Hope has a few things wrong with her Liver but they believe she may out-grow that."

11/7/2012 Message from Maureen: "Hope went from 3lbs to 7lbs." They didn't know what cause this and still don't."

Both Mom and baby have high blood pressure. The Dr's are amazed when they do a skin on skin contact laying the baby on her mother's chest, instantly both Mom and Baby are normal. Hope's chest and head are very swollen but some of that has come down. Maria is still asking for prayers because she is not out of the woods yet. Maria says God still might take her home.

"Thank you for all your prayers and support."

"Love you all. Maureen"


The cutiest baby I have ever seen

11/11/2012 From Maureen: "Baby Hope Angelina, born Nov. 3rd, 2012." "This is the little Angel you all have been Praying for." "I hope the Good Lord lets us keep her for many, many years, born just a little over 6 months, 3 weeks along. "Maybe because I AM HER GRANDMA she is one of the cutest babies I have ever seen."

"Precious is just the right word."


"Only her mom has held her, not even her Dad." "Because of germs and being in Intensive Care, she is very fragile."


"The above was written on my Birthday Monday Nov. 11th. It never got sent out to you. That morning we were called to come to the hospital right away. Little Hope had been crying all night."

We all prayed for Maria as she fell to the floor Praying to God to PLEASE SAVE HER BABY.

Maria had been up all night long and the minister told us she fell asleep for just 2minuets. In that two minuets Maria told us she felt such peace and saw hope about 4 years old running away from her. She said it was a bright sunny day. Hope was wearing pig tails. Just then they woke Maria up to tell her the baby was going and if she wanted to hold her. She died in Gary's arms.

So much this little one was enduring. So Much!!!At 7:15 the minister announced she had past. I lost it, her sister started wailing . Then Maria asked the birth Mothers to come in. For the 1st time we got to hold and touch her. I had the best birthday present a Grandmother could ever have. I couldn't help but kiss her forehead, her little delicate hands.

The hospital gave Maria a memory box. It had where she could take a locket of Hopes hair and leave a locket of hair of Mom and Dad with Hope.She could make clay hand prints and their was an *Angel* dress for Hope. An Angel dress is an old wedding gown that someone has made little dresses for babies when they pass on. it was satin white with little pearl beads.

Thank you for all your Prayers, Love and Support. Its been an extremely difficult time for all of us. She was so wanted..

A memorial will be on Sat. Nov 17th a 4:00 followed by a dinner at Rainier Church in Parkland on Steel St.

© 2012 Shyron E Shenko

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    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      4 months ago from Texas

      Saba, thank you for the comment.

    • Saba hanif profile image

      Saba Hanif 

      4 months ago from Rawalpindi, Pakistan

      well done :)

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      6 months ago from Texas

      Frank, thank you for the comment and compliment. I am Blessed to call you friend.

      Blessings always.

    • Frank Atanacio profile image

      Frank Atanacio 

      7 months ago from Shelton

      what an amazing tribute.. you are a wonderful person and your words back me up...

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      7 months ago from Texas

      Thank you Peg for the comment and compliment. Yes this was so sad still and there is a follow-up “From a Glimmer of Hope to Keeping Faith” and she is a beautiful child.

      Blessing my beautiful friend.

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      Peg Cole 

      7 months ago from Dallas, Texas

      That is the saddest thing, losing that precious little one. My heart goes out to those poor people and their family in their loss. I was hoping to see an update where they were blessed with another child to love. Your poem was beautifully written and a lovely tribute to little Hope.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      7 months ago from Texas

      Nell, thank you for the comment, I do appreciate you.

    • Nell Rose profile image

      Nell Rose 

      7 months ago from England

      Poor little thing, my thoughts go out to the family. Bless them.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      9 months ago from Texas

      Thank you Ali for the comment.

    • Ali Hamza 129 profile image

      Ali Hamza Malik 

      9 months ago from PAKISTAN

      (Y)..way to go

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      10 months ago from Texas

      Dream-on, thank you so much for the comment, and for the water for all the plants. Tears help wash away pain.

      I do know appreciate all your kind words.

      Blessings my friend.

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      DREAM ON 

      10 months ago

      My love goes out to the family and my prayers continue for the love of Hope. Your tribute hub makes us aware of the beauty of life and how quickly it can be taken away. Sharing in such a beautiful way made me sad but through your words I sense the love that will always be. My wife and I couldn't have children so we see many families every day with so many little ones. All we ever wanted is one. God has a plan that we will learn in time. Every day I get to enjoy a baby's smile a little more and our neighbor next door has five wonderful children. We often wake up in the summer and hear them playing in the yard. Every sound is so beautiful. The way they walk and play. I close my eyes and bless them with my thoughts. That they may grow up healthy and safe. So one day they may share the love they experience now so well. Thank you for sharing. I am a very emotional person so it is easy for me to get all teary eyed. I know life is filled with so much promise. So each day I take those tears and turn them into the lovely water to water all my plants in the house with. So they can grow big and beautiful. Nothing is lost. Only love is gained. Have a wonderful day.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      12 months ago from Texas

      Thank you for reading, the comment and compliment.

      Blessings to you my friend

    • TimFilmoore profile image

      TimFilmoore 

      12 months ago from Los Angeles CA

      this made me cry..

      great hub!

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      13 months ago from Texas

      Thank you Patricia, for the prayers, Angels and the comment. I know the family of Hope appreciates the prayers and Angels also..

      Sending the Angels back with lots of hugs from me for you and Heston Wayne. Blessings always. Shyron

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      Patricia Scott 

      13 months ago from sunny Florida

      What a lovely heartfelt tribute ....my heart aches....sending prayers and Angels to you and to the family who suffered the loss.

      ps

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      15 months ago from Texas

      Au fait, thank you for the comment, for all the well wishes and for reading this article again.

      Wishing you well also dear friend

      Blessings and hugs

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      C E Clark 

      15 months ago from North Texas

      Bringing some attention to this poem story. Anyone who hasn't already done so should be sure to read it.

      Hope all is well with you and John and Chipper. Blessings and hugs dear friend . . .

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      4 years ago from Texas

      Thank you again for reading my articles and commenting on them. I appreciate you.

    • Victoria Lynn profile image

      Victoria Lynn 

      4 years ago from Arkansas, USA

      I had to read about Hope after reading about Faith. A glimmer of hope is a beautiful way to tell her story.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      4 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Anna for your comment and compliment on my poem.

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      Anna Haven 

      4 years ago from Scotland

      So very sad. Your poem was a beautiful tribute.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      4 years ago from Texas

      Thank you moonlake for reading about Precious Hope. She is missed and will forever be missed.

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      moonlake 

      4 years ago from America

      So very sad. I know it was awhile ago but babies like Hope are never forgotten or any child that is lost.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. Your prayers and hugs are always appreciated!

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Jo, for your prayers and hugs and yes it is very sad and my heart hurts for my friend and her family.

    • Jo_Goldsmith11 profile image

      Jo_Goldsmith11 

      5 years ago

      This is a very touching and beautifully written details about a very sad event. I send prayers and hugs your way and for the mother and father of Hope. Wishing you comfort and peace.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Peggy for you comment. Yes Maria has an angel waiting for her, and Maureen also.

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      Peggy Woods 

      5 years ago from Houston, Texas

      Oh how sad...and yet that gift of a dream of seeing little Hope running away with pigtails was surely a gift to Maria to cherish forever. She has a little angel in heaven waiting for her now. Up and beautiful votes.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thanks for your comment Debbie. It is sad, I guess God just could not let her go.

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      Debbie Wares 

      5 years ago

      A beautiful poem and tribute. So sad when such a tiny new person isn't strong enough to survive.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thanks aykianink, for your condolence.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Au fait, it is so sad. My heart breaks for this family.

    • aykianink profile image

      aykianink 

      5 years ago

      Oh man...sad face. I didn't mean that you were writing a chain letter. Thank you so much for sharing. Sorry to hear the little one passed away:-(

    • Au fait profile image

      C E Clark 

      5 years ago from North Texas

      Such a beautiful tribute to a much wanted baby. So sad that she couldn't survive . . . sharing . . .

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you aykianink for your visit. However this is not a chain letter. This really happened to my friend Maureen, her daughter Maria and her granddaughter, Hope.

      Hope passed away November 11th. This is all fact.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you aykianink for your visit. However this is not a chain letter. This really happened to my friend Maureen, her daughter Maria and her granddaughter, Hope.

      Hope passed away November 11th. This is all fact.

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      aykianink 

      5 years ago

      Now THAT'S a chain letter people can get behind.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Au fait for reading my poem, and for your comments. As always appreciated.

    • Shyron E Shenko profile imageAUTHOR

      Shyron E Shenko 

      5 years ago from Texas

      Thank you Au fait for reading my poem, and for your comments. As always appreciated.

    • Au fait profile image

      C E Clark 

      5 years ago from North Texas

      What a beautiful tribute to Hope. I'm so sorry things turned out the way they did at the end.

      Up, beautiful, and awesome . . .

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